shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari168. lokatit divhyonhmad
mahaprabhu ki divhyonhmad ki avashtha ka varnan karana kathin to hai hi, sath hi b da hi hridayavidarak hai. ham vajr-jaise hriday rakhane valoan ki bat chho d dijiye, kinhtu jo sahriday haian, bhavuk hai, saras haian, parapidanubhavi haian, madhur rati ke upasak haian, komal hriday ke haian, jinaka hriday parapi dashravan se hi bhar ata hai, jinaka anht:karan athyanht lujaluja- shighr hi dravit ho jane vala hai, ve to in prakaranoan ko padh bhi nahian sakate. sachamuch in apathaniy adhhyayoan ka likhana hamare hi bhaghy mean bada tha. khya karean, vivash haian hamare hath mean balapoorvak yah lauh ki lekhani de di gayi hai. itana granhth likhane par bhi yah dakini abhi jhyoan-ki thyoan hi bani hai, ghisati bhi nahian. n jane kis yantralay mean yah khas taur se hamare hi liye banayi gayi thi. hay ! jisake mukhakalam ke sangharshan ki karun kahani ise likhani p degi. jis shrimukh ki shobha ko shmaran karake lekhani apane lauhapane ko bhool jati thi, vahi ab apane kale muanh se us rakht ranjit mukh ka varnan karegi. is lekhani ka mukh hi kala nahian hai. kinhtu isake pet mean bhi kali shyahi bhar rahi hai aur shvayan bhi kali hi hai. ise moh kahaan, mamata kaisi, rukana to sikhi hi nahian. lekhani ! tere is kroor karm ko bar-bar dhikhkar hai. mahaprabhu ki virah-vedana ab adhikadhik badhati hi jati thi. sada radhabhav mean sthit hokar ap pralap karate rahate the. krishhn ko kahaan paooan, shhyam kahaan mileange, yahi unaki tek thi. yahi unaka aharnish ka vhyapar tha. ek din radhabhav mean hi apako shrikrishhn ke mathuragaman ki shphoorti ho ayi, ap usi samay b de hi karunashvar mean radha ji ke saman is shhlok ko rote-rote gane lage– is prakar vidhata ko bar-bar dhikhkar dete hue prabhu usi bhavavesh mean shrimadbhagavat ke shhlokoan ko padhane lage. is prakar adhi rat tak ap ashru bahate hue gopiyoan ke virahasamhbanhdhi shhlokoan ki hi vhyakhhya karate rahe. |
tika tippani aur sandarbh
- ↑ jo apane asankhhy pranoan ke saman priy hai, us vraj ke virah se vikal ho unhmadavash jo niranhtar adhik pralap kar rahe haian tatha jo apane chanhdrama ke saman sunhdar shrimukh ko divar mean ghisane ke karan bahe hue rakht se ranjit kar rahe haian, aise shrigauraangadev hamare hriday mean udit hokar hamean madamatt bana rahe haian. chait. sht. kalhpavriksh
- ↑ phyari sakhi ! vah nanhdakul ka prakashak chanhdr kahaan hai ? phyari vah mayoor ki puchhchhoan ka mukut pahanane vala vanamali kahaan chala gaya ? aha ! vah murali ki manhd-manhd manohar dhhvani sunane vala ab kahaan gaya ? vah inhdranil mani ke saman kamaniy kantiman phyara kahaan hai ? rasamanhdal mean thirak-thirakakar nrithy karane vala vah nataraj kahaan chala gaya ? sakhi ! hamare jivan ki ekamatr amogh oshadhishvaroop vah chhaliya kahaan hai ? hamare pranoan se bhi phyara vah suhrid kis desh mean chala gaya ? hamari amoolhy nidhi ko kaun loot le gaya ? ha vidhata ! tujhe bar-bar dhikhkar hai.
sanbandhit lekh
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