shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari148. shri raghunathadas ji ka grih thyag
aisa nishhchay karake ve man-hi-man upay sochane lage. ek din jab chaudhari inhhean bahut tang karana chahata tha, tab inhhoanne shvabhavik shneh darshate hue athyanht hi komal shvar se kaha- 'chaudhari ji! ap mujhe khyoan tang karate haian? mere taoo, pita aur ap-tinoan bhaee-bhaee haian. maian ab tak to ap tinoan ko bhaee hi samajhata hooan. ap tinoan bhaee apas mean chahe l dean ya prem se rahean, mujhe biche mean khyoan tang karate hai? ap to aj l d rahe haian, kal phir sabhi bhaee ek ho jayange. maian to jaisa unaka l daka vaisa hi apaka l daka. maian to apako bhi apana b da taoo hi samajhata hooan. ap koee anapadh to haian hi nahian, sabhi batean janate haian. mere sath aisa bartav apako shobha nahian deta.' gulab ke saman khile hue mukh se shneh aur saralata ke aise shabhd sunakar chaudhari ka kathor hriday bhi pasij gaya. usane apani moti-moti bhujaoan se raghunathadas ji ko chhati se lagaya aur aankhoan mean aansoo bharakar gadgad kanhth se kahane laga- 'beta ! sachamuch dhan ke lobh se maianne b da pap kiya. tum to mare sage putr ke saman ho, aj se tum mere putr hue. maian abhi rajamanhtri se kahakar tumhhean chhu davaye deta hooan. tumhhare taoo aur pita jahaan bhi hoan unhhean khabar kar dena ki ab dar karane ka koee kam nahian hai. ve khushi se apane ghar akar rahean. 'yah kahakar unhoanne rajamanhtri se raghunathadas ji ko mukht kara diya. ve apane ghar akar rahane lage. ab to unhhean is sansar ka yatharth roop maloom p d gaya. ab tak ve samajhate the ki is sansar mean samhbhavataya tho da-bahut sukh bhi ho, kinhtu is ghatana se unhhean pata chal gaya ki sansar du:kh aur kalah ka ghar hai. kahian to dinata ke du:kh se du:khi hokar log mar rahe haian, kamapi dit hue kamijan kaminiyoan ke pichhe kuttoan ki bhaanti ghoom rahe haian. kahian koee bhaee se l d raha hai, to kisi jagah pita-putr se kalah ho raha hai. kahian kisi ko das-bis gaanvoan ki zamiandari mil gayi hai ya koee achhchhi rajanaukari ya rajapadavi prapht ho gayi hai to vah usi ke mad mean choor hua logoan ko tuchhchh samajh raha hai. |
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