नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 370

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

59. garu d-kaliy-daman mera kamaroopatv kya kam ave, yadi ise maian apane aradhy ke sannikat rahane ka sadhan n bana looan. jis din se mere svami dhara par aye, maian samany pakshi bana prayah inake sannidhy mean hooan. mera koee ek roop nahian, jab jis roop se svami ka samipy prapt ho, vahi mera svaroop. shrivrajaraj ke sadan mean aur gop-grihoan mean apane navaghanasundar ke sath laga maian gauraiya bana ghoomata hooan to van mean mujhe hans, saras ya shuk ban jane mean bhi koee kathinaee nahian hai. is prakar sakhaoan ke sath in brajendranandan ka uchchhisht prapt karane ka param saubhagy mujhe mil jata hai. ghutanoan sarakane lage the mere svami tabhi se ye mujhe dekhakar prasann hote the. meri or ate the ullas se aur ab to maian jab inake samip kh de kisi vrishabh ya gau ki pith par baith jata hooan, hansate haian. anek bar svayan mujhe prasad pradan karate haian. aj mujhase seva mean kinchit pramad ho gaya. ye sakhaoan ke sath gayoan ko lekar sabere kalindi ke pravah ki or chale to mujhe mana karana chahiye tha. maian shuk bana tha, atah manav-bhasha bol to sakata hi tha; mujhe savadhan karana chahiye tha ki isi disha mean kalindi mean kaliy-hrid haian; kiantu kathinaee yah hai ki in krishnachandr ke sammukh ane par kuchh smaran nahian rahata. mujhe to tab bhi smaran nahian aya jab balak gayoan ko lekar hrid ki or chal p de. ye anandapoorvak pulin ke pas tamalataru ke niche ret mean khelane mean lage the aur maian tamal par baitha isake shricharanoan mean drishti lagaye tha. grishm ka prachand pratap to vrindavan mean kabhi prakat nahian hua; lekin martand ki chand kiranoan ka kuchh prabhav to hona hi tha. idhar kahian koee sarovar ya nirjhar nahian. madhyahn hone ko aya to gayoan ko, gopakumaroan ko pyas lagani hi thi. kalindi ke is pulin par yahaan keval ekamatr saghan kadamb hai. doosara to trin bhi kaliy-hrid ki vishaili vayu ke karan nahian bachata. us kadamb ki chhaya ke pralobhanavash pashu aur gopakumar sidhe vahian pahuanche. grishm mean madhyahn ki santapt pulin-renuka hai. sab dau dakar hi gaye hoange. pyas ke karan pahuanchate hi hrid ka jal pi liya sabane aur nishpran hokar prithvi par gir p de. gopoan ne, gopiyoan ne, maiya ne, bar-bar samajhaya tha sabako ki idhar n avean. kaha tha- 'kaliy-hrid mean mahasarp hai. hrid ka aur age kalindi ka bhi jal vish-dooshit hai. udhar bhoolakar bhi mat jana.' lekin balakoan ko smaran kahaan rahata hai. inako kya pahichan ki yahi kaliy-hrid hai. meri drishti bhi tab udhar gee jab mere mayooramukuti svami ne udhar dekha aur chauankakar mutthi mean uthaee ret pheankakar sahasa dau d p de. maian bhi u da; kiantu aj shuk n hokar koee b da pakshi bana hota to is santapt pulin par atap mean dau date inake oopar apane sharir ki chhaya to kar pata. samany pakshi bhit ho ki kaliy-hrid ke sparsh se ayi vayu lagane se mar jayaga. sarp-vish mera kya biga d sakata tha. maian kadamb par ja baitha.

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nandanandan

kram sankhya

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prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546