nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
15. shukrachary–shridhar vipr
ajna bhi kaisi? kasan ne kaha ki shridhar gokul jakar nanhhean nanhdananhdan ko mar de aur shridhar ne shishu-hathya ka yah kutsit kary shvikar kar liya! usamean sahas nahian aya ki kans ko kathoratapoorvak mana kar deta. vah bhi khya brahman jo pran-bhay se kaanpe athava kayik sukh-suvidha jise krit-sevak banakar kukrithy mean laga sake. kans ki nitijnata mean dosh nahian tha. vah apane shatru ko kisi bhi prakar nashht kar dene ki meri upadishht niti ka acharan kar raha tha. gop, gopiyaan param shraddhalu haian. shridhar ka ve vipr hone ke karan samman hi kareangi, yah kans ne thik socha tha. shridhar kuchh anuchit bhi kar baithe to us par gop hath uthane ka sahas nahian kareange, yah bhi kans ka vichar asangat nahian tha. shridhar ke sochane ki bat thi. raja soche aur adesh de to usaka palan sevak karega. raja apani samashya sunakar usase ubar ane ka upay poochhe to purohit marg-nirdesh karega. purohit shvayan tab yajaman ke paksh mean sakriy hota hai, jab yajaman ki sab shaktiyaan asamarth ho jayan. kans ke sab asur jivit the aur shridhar shvayan ajnapalak sevak banakar chal p da! chhi∶! meri sahanubhooti usase samapht ho gayi usi kshan. brahman shap de sakata hai, shastr utha sakata hai, samay hi a p de to abhichar kar sakata hai∶ kiantu apakarm, papakarm, brahman ke vash ki bat nahian honi chahie. shridhar ne shishu-hathya ka sankalhp shvikar kiya aur apane brahmanathy se brahm-tej se chhyut ho gaya. ab is asur brahmabanhdhu ke samip koee bhi divhy sahayata pahuancha kaise sakata tha? bhagavan narayan se maian srishti ke praramhbh se hi parichit hooan. mera durbhaghy ki mujhe apane yajamanoan ka samarthan karana p data hai aur ve shrihari ke virodhi haian; kiantu un ananhtashayi ka shneh hai mujh par- yah maianne bar-bar anubhav kiya hai. anhtat∶ sinhdhu-suta mere adi poorvaj pitamah bhrigu ki putri haian. ve meri bua hi hoti haian. maian hriday se hari ka shraddhalu hooan- sevak hooan- bhale bhagavan bhavaninath mere aradhhy haian. ab yah gokul mean jo inhdranilamani nanhdananhdan hai, yah nithy avinashi sarvakalamay- maian komal kala ka adhidevata hone ke karan isaka anuchar hooan. maian niti ka nirdeshak hone ke karan is nikhil niti-nirdharak ka anugami hooan aur jahaan tak mere grah hone ki bat hai isake shatru-shthan mean uchhch ke apane param mitr shani ke sath shvagrihi baitha ise sukh, shvashthhy, suyash tatha sab suvidhaoan ko dene mean sada savadhan rahooanga. shridhar abhaga isaka virodhi banakar mere sath baithe shani ki drishti ka bhog ban gaya to mujhe usase khyoan sahanubhooti hone lagi. |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
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