nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
84. bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko
'jiji, aisa mat kaho!' vrajeshvari ne mukh par hath dhar diya. 'devaki mata haian; kiantu unhean kya pata ki unake nilamani ki ruchi kaisi hai. vah kitana sankochi hai, tum janati ho. bhookha rahega; kiantu kisi se kuchh kahega nahian. use kab kya chahiye, yah vahaan koee bhi nahian janati. tum vahaan rahogi to mujhe yah sukh to rahega ki nilamani ki suvidha samajhane vali usaki maan usake samip haian. vah tumase sankoch nahian karega. jiji, nilamani ke liye tumhean mathura jana chahiye. mera mukh dekho, mere nilamani ke lie mathura jao.' rani maan ke netroan mean ashru-pravah maianne pahili bar dekha. vrajeshvari maiya ko hriday se lagakar ve kitani der sisakati rahian. bahut der mean apane ko sthir kar sakian aur tab bolian- 'bahin, tumhari bat hi uchit hai. rohini ke lalat mean srishtikartta ne tumhare samipy ka sukh nahian likha. sab sukhi hoan- mujhe nilamani ke lie mathura rahana chahiye.' sarathi ko unhoanne kah diya ki pratah prasthan kareangi. mujhe aank mean lekar bar-bar samajhati rahian ki mujhe kab kya karana hai; kis sevak-sevika athava sambandhi ke sath kaise vyavahar karana chahiye. kin vishesh avasaroan ke lie kya-kya karana avashyak hota hai. kitane padarth kahaan haian bhavan mean athava avashyakata hone par kahaan se prapt hote haian. rani maan ka yah vivaran samapt nahian hona tha; kiantu avakash kahaan tha. hamare yahaan aur barasane mean sabhi ko to milana tha. rani maan ke sneh ne sabako hi apana kar rakha tha. ve sabhi ki apani thian. kisi apane ghanishth svajan ko is prakar vida karana- pata nahian punah kab milana ho kitana kashtaprad hota hai? sab b de-boodhoan ko vriddhaoan ko, rrishi-muniyoan ko aur viprapatniyoan ko bhi rani maan se milana tha. sabako ve sammanit karatian rahian. sabaki yathochit abhyarthana karati rahian. sabako unake ane ke pashchath kal vrajeshvari ne mujhe lekar uchit upahar arpit kiye. sabake arshivad, sabake upahar savinay svikar kiye maan ne. mere svami aur unake sab sakha rani maan ke balak haian. sabako aank mean lekar maan ko kal samajhana tha. sabake ashru poanchhane the aanchal se. koee kuchh bol nahian raha tha. sab maan ki god mean mukh chhipakar keval rudan karate the. |
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