nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
73. chandravali-ras mean man-bhang
ek kuchh chihnoan ki or sanket karati hai- 'yahaan avashy donoan baithe haian aur unhoanne apani priya ka pushpoan se kesh-shrriangar kiya hai. kya pata yahaan aur kya-kya kiya hoga usake sath.' kisi gay, vrishabh athava van pashu ke baithane ke chihn ye ho sakate haian; kiantu mere hi sneh se, meri priti ke karan jo meri yooth sakhi eershyavash anumanoan ka avishkar kar rahi hai, use maian kaise varit karooan? lalita, rangadevi, sudevi adi prasann ho rahi haian meri sakhi ke anuman ke sahare apani svamini ke saubhagy ka abhas pakar. ye sarala balikaean mere karan is samay duahkhiya ban gayi haian. maian kya inaka yah kinchit sukh bhi chhinooan. 'us vadhoo ke pad-chihn kahaan gaye?' meri sakhiyaan spasht charan-chihn pahichan kar bhi eershya ke karan hi radha ka nam nahian le rahi haian. 'isake bahut sukumar pad kamal kasht pate hoange van ke trino-kank diyoan se. yah unase saha kaise jata! yah unaki pranapriya hai. sabase adhik pyar diya ise unhoanne.' meri ek sakhi ne vyang kiya- 'dekhati nahian ki yahaan unake pad-chihn kitane gahare p date gaye haian. apani preyasi ko kandhe par uthakar chalane ke karan un bharakrant ke pad-chihn haian.' maian aur nahian sah sakati thi. maian sakhi ko usake vyang ke liye upalambh dene hi ja rahi thi ki ham sabake shravanoan mean shriradha ka karun-krandan p da. vrishabhanunandini ka vina-vinindak svar aur itana art! 'he nath! maian is vipatti mean doobi ja rahi hooan. charoan or se andhakar ka ajagar mujhe nigalane a raha hai. pyare! dau do aur bacha lo mujhe! maian aparadhini hooan! maianne abhiman kiya! maian tumhari priti pakar unmadini ho gayi! kya ho jata yadi maian tumhare sath kuchh der aur chali jati. mere padoan mean chhale p dakar kuchh rakt hi to nikalata. priyatam! maianne socha tha ki tum mere padoan mean chhale dekhoge to bahut pi da paoge! sachamuch mere padoan mean pi da hone lagi thi, isaliye tumhean kasht n ho, yah sochakar maianne anurodh kiya tha. tum mujhe kandhe par kuchh door utha hi le jate to kya ho jata? maian bhagyahina tumhare kandhe par baithane ko isilie to udyat huee thi ki tumhean mere sparsh se sukh milega. tum mujhe chahe jahaan le ja sakoge. meri yah dhrishtata thi to tum mujhe mana kar dete. tumhari ek drishti radha ko sihara dene mean kya samarth nahian thi ki tum adrishy ho gaye? shyamasundar! ab tumhare bina radha mar rahi hai. hay! tum isaka yah pranahin shav liye phiroge ab aur phoot-phootakar rooge! tumane jivit radha ko utha liya hota ........' |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj