nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
46. sadhu-sevak-vaths charan
yah nilamani- yah kabhi aank mean a baithata hai aur apane donoan kar mere ujjval shhmashru ke keshoan mean lagakar aanguliyaan nachata hai. ise kabhi koee pushhp chahiye, kabhi koee pakshi ya bachh da pak dana hai aur kuchh nahian to kar par ya kanhdhe par baithi titali u dani hai. mere samip a kh da hoga athava aank mean a baithega. mujhe bhi to aur koee kary nahian hai. nanhdaray to chahate haian ki baitha rahooan maian aur ve meri seva karean. hansi ati hai unake mukh se yah sunakar- 'chacha! tumane bahut seva ki hai ham saboan ki. ab to hamako kuchh avasar do.' meri kaya khya itani durbal ho gayi? maian ab bhi kisi tarun gop se adhik bhar utha sakata hooan aur usase door tak bina thake ja sakata hooan; kiantu maian kuchh karane lagooan to yashoda bahoo akar hath pak dati hai- 'chacha, ap to ab yah rahane do.' meri yah brajeshvari bahoo aur mathura se ayian rani bahoo to maharani haian, unaki samata koee shtri sansar mean khya karegi. unhhoanne samajha ki maian baitha-baitha to bahut boodha ho jaooanga. unhhoanne mujhe kary de diya- 'chacha! ye apake ram-shhyam bahut chanchal haian. inhhean ap samhhalate rahean!' balak chanchal to hoange hi, kanhhaee kuchh adhik hi chapal hai. maian tab bhi ise samhhal nahian pata tha, jab yah ghutanoan sarakata tha aur ab to dau dane laga hai. vaise to samhmukh hi khelata rahata hai; kiantu kab kahian bhag nikalega, pata nahian rahata. ek bar netroan se ojhal ho jay to maian kahaan ise dhooandh pata hooan. dhooandh bhi looan to ise rokana sanbhav hai? yah keval brajeshvari bahoo ki hi kuchh manata hai. 'sadhu daoo!' shhyam yah kahakar jab meri or dekhakar hans deta hai, mujhe apane sharir ki hi sudhi nahian rah jati. is mohan ki kisi bat ko koee bhi khya ashvikar kar sakata hai? |
sanbandhit lekh
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