nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
28. viprarshi kanhv
vah gaurakumar- maian kitani kathinaee se baitha rah saka, maian hi janata hooan. maryada ka banhdhan, apane tapashvi brahman hone ka dhhyan, apane yajaman ki kanhya aur usake pati samhmukh-kitana atapata hota yadi maian hriday ki man leta. akashmat man karata tha ki uthakar gaurakumar ke chhote arun, sunhdar padoan par apana jata-mandit-mashtak rakhakar usake samane sashhtaang p d jaooan bhoomi par. keval palardh ek sthiti rahi hogi. chhote navaghan-sunhdar shishu ne agraj se adhe pal pichhe mere padoan par-se mashtak uthaya. maianne usake mukh ki or dekha aur dekhata rah gaya. palakoan tak ko hila pana samhbhav nahian rah gaya. maian to apane ko hi vishmrit ho gaya unhhean dekhakar. sabhi balakoan ne mere padoan par mashtak rakha hoga. ve sab shighr vahaan se bhag gaye. ve chale gaye tab mujhe apani-apane sharir ki sudhi aee. man mean ghlani huee- mujh ekanhtavasi tapashvi mean shishuoan ke saunhdary par mughdh hone ki durbalata khyoan? apane ko maianne poori shakti se kathor bana liya man mean. yahi kathor bana lene ki bhool mujhase mere aradhhy ki bar-bar avajna karati rahi. 'ap yamuna-shnan kar lean! tab tak maian apake naivedy prashtut karane ki vhyavashtha kar deti hooan.' yashoda mere yajaman sumukh ki kanhya haian. shaishav mean mere pita grih mean ane par bahut seva ki hai. mujhase bolane mean inhhean sankoch balika thian, tab bhi nahian tha. meri ruchi tatha niyam janati haian. maian apane hathoan hi apane aradhhy ke lie naivedy prashtut karata hooan aur mujhe madhhyahn mean phal, doodh, dahi par rahana priy nahian hai. aradhhy ko is samay kachhchi rasoee banakar arpit karana priy hai mujhe. nanhdaray navin vastr lie kh de the. unhhean ashvikar karane jitani nishhthurata mujhase kabhi nahian ho saki. maian unake sath yamuna-shnan karane gaya. madhhyahn-sandhhya karake lauta. poora goshhth athyanht shvachhchh kar diya gaya tha. meri rasoee ke lie sab samagri saja di gayi thi. agni prajjvalit paya maianne. |
sanbandhit lekh
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