nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
27. vrishabhanu baba-sagaee
hamare donoan kul to kahane ko do haian. donoan pita parashpar abhinn mitr the aur ham donoan to shaishav se gokul tatha vrihathsanu donoan ko apana grih manana sikh gaye haian. donoan sath-sath khele, gurugrih mean sath rahe. nanhdarayaji mujhase ayu mean kuchh mas jhyeshhth haian. maian b de bhaee ke saman unaka samhman shaishav se karata hooan aur ve mujh par shneh rakhate haian. mere parinay ki chianta pita se bhi adhik unhhean thi. unhhoanne hi mere lie kanhya dekhi aur kanhyakubhj-naresh se usako mere liye maanga. jab unako vrajaraj-pad par pratishthit karane ke lie pag di bandhi, pita ne mujhe prasann kar diya unake dakshin parshhv mean kh de hone ko kahakar. mujhe bahut atapata lagata tha ki gokul ke vrajaraj ko dadhi ka upahar lekar barasane ke shvami ke samhmukh ana p data tha aur apane pad ki shvikriti prapht karani p dati thi. pita ne is paramhpara ko to da n hota to maian avashhy to d deta. ham donoan ke vraj do khyoan rahean? jo vay mean jhyeshhth hai- usi ko jhyeshhthathv ka samhman khyoan n de diya jay? vrajeshhvar hue nanhdarayaji aur pita ne vrajeshhvar ke pratham samhman ka adhikar vrihathsanupur ke shvami ka shvathv bana diya. mera shvathv to isase bahut b da hai. vrajeshhvar koee mahathv ka kary mujhase poochhe bina karate nahian. ve to aisa vhyavahar karate haian ki mano meri samhmati, adesh ho unake lie. anek bar mujhe isase bahut sankuchit hona p data hai. mere b da kumar hua, tab tak koee bat nahian thi; kiantu patni ki god mean chhote putr ke sath ayonija vah lali shvat: a baithi. vah ayi aur jahaan mere ananhd ki sima nahian thi, vahian mujhe chinhta bhi kam nahian thi. kanhya apane janhm ke sath pita ke lie ek chinhta lati hai- kanhya ke yoghy samhbanhdh ki chianta aur ham gopoan mean to yah chianta bahut shighr sir par chadhati hai; khyoanki suvidha ho to ham samhbanhdh shishu ke janhm se bhi poorv nishchit kar lete haian. maian hriday pak dakar hi baith gaya- 'yah ayi aur nanhdaray ke koee kumar nahian hai? maian kahaan karooanga isaka samhbanhdh? doosara to mujhe apane yoghy samhbanhdh karane yoghy koee dikhata hi nahian.' |
sanbandhit lekh
kram sankhya | path ka nam | prishth sankhya |
varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj