shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari22. vidyavyasangi nimaee
inhoanne joroan se hansate hue kaha- ‘aji! ap bhi kaisi bat kar rahe haian. bhala, ham nyay-jaise jatil vishay par likh hi kya sakate haian? yah to ap-jaise panditoan ka kam hai. ham to vaise hi manovinod ke liye khilava d-sa karane lage haian. apase kisane kah di?’ raghunath ne agrah ke sath kaha- ‘kuchh bhi ho, meri b di prabal ichchha hai, yadi tumhean koee apatti n ho to apane granth ko mujhe jaroor dikhao.’ inhoanne jaldi se kaha- ‘bhala, isamean apatti ki bat hi kya ho sakati hai? yah to hamara saubhagy hai ki ap-jaise vidvan hamari kriti ko dekhane ki jijnasa karate haian. maian kal jaroor use leta aooanga.’ doosare din nimaee apane granth ko sath lete aye. pathashala se lautate samay ve nav par baithakar raghunath ko apane granth ko sunane lage. raghunath jyoan-jyoan us granth ko sunate the, tyoan-hi-tyoan unaki manovedana badhati jati thi. yahaan tak ki ve granth ko sunate-sunate phoot-phootakar rone lage. nimaee apani dhuni mean sunate hi ja rahe the, unhean pata bhi nahian tha ki raghunath ki granth ke sunane se kya dasha ho rahi hai. sunate-sunato ek bar inhoanne drishti uthakar raghunath ki or dekha. inake ashchary ka thikana n raha. ashchary prakat karate hue nimaee ne poochha- ‘bhaiya! tum ro kyoan rahe ho?’ aansoo poanchhate hue ruddhakanth se unhoanne kaha- ‘nimaee! tumase maian apane manogat bhavoan ko chhipakar ek naya doosara pap n karooanga. saty bat to yah hai ki maian is abhilasha se ek granth likh raha tha ki vah sarvashreshth granth hoga. kintu tumhare is granth ko dekhakar meri chirabhilashit asha par pani phir gaya. bhala, tumhare is granth ke samane mere granth ko kaun poochhega?’ isi manovedana ke karan maian apane aansuoan ko rokane mean asamarth ho gaya hooan.’ |
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