shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari164. mahaprabhu ka divhyonhmad
mahaprabhu garudashtamhbh ke sahare ghantoan kh de-kh de darshan karate rahate the. unake donoan netroan mean se jitani der tak ve darshan karate rahate the utani der tak jal ki do dharaean bahati rahati thian. aj prabhu ne jaganhnath ji ke sianhasan par usi murali manohar ke darshan kiye. ve usi prakar murali baja-bajakar prabhu ki or manhd-manhd muskan kar rahe the, prabhu animeshabhav se unaki roopamadhuri ka pan kar rahe the. itane mean hi ek u disa pranht ki vriddha maee jaganhnath ji ke darshan n pane se garudashtamhbh par chadhakar aur prabhu ke kanhdhe par pair rakhakar darshan karane lagi. pichhe kh de hue govinhd ne use aisa karane se nishedh kiya. is par prabhu ne kaha– ‘yah adishakti mahamaya hai, isake darshanasukh mean vighhn mat dalo, ise yatheshht darshan karane do.’ govinhd ke kahane par vah vriddha mata jalhdi se utarakar prabhu ke padapadmoan mean p dakar pun:-pun: pranam karati huee apane aparadh ke liye kshama-yachana karane lagi. prabhu ne gadgad kanhth se kaha– mateshhvari ! jaganhnath ji ke darshanoan ke liye tumhhean jaisi vikalata hai aisi vikalata jaganhnath ji ne mujhe nahian di. ha ! mere jivan ko dhikhkar hai. janani ! tumhhari aisi ekagrata ko koti-koti dhanhyavad hai. tumane mere kanhdhe par pair rakha aur tumhhean isaka pata bhi nahian.’ itana kahate-kahate prabhu phir rudan karane lage. ‘bhavasandhi’ ho jane se shvaphn ka bhav jata raha aur ab jaganhnath ji ke sianhasan par unhhean subhadra-balaramasahit jaganhnath ji ke darshan hone lage. isase mahaprabhu ko kurukshetr ka bhav udit hua, jab grahan ke shnan ke samay shrikrishhn ji apane parivar ke sahit gopikaoan ko mile the. isase khinhn hokar prabhu apane vasashthan par laut aye. ab unaki dasha param katar virahini ki si ho gayi. ve udas man se nakhoan se bhoomi ko kuredate hue vishanhnavadan hokar ashru bahane lage aur apane ko bar-bar dhikhkarane lage. isi prakar din bita, sham huee, aandhera chha gaya aur ratri ho gayi. prabhu ke bhav mean koee parivartan nahian. vahi unhmad, vahi bekali, vahi virah-vedana unhean rah-rahakar vhyathit karane lagi. ray ramananhd aye, shvaroop goshvami ne sunhdar-sunhdar pad sunaye, ray mahashay ne katha ki. kuchh bhi dhiraj n bandha. ‘hay ! shhyam ! tum kidhar gaye ? mujh du:khini abala ko manjhadhar mean hi chhod gaye. |
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