shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari17. vishvaroop ka vairagy
unhoanne phir kaha- ‘ap chahe batavean ya n batavean maian sab janata hooan. phoopha ji apake vivah ki soch rahe haian. apake bhavoan ko khoob janata hooan, ki ap vivah ke bandhan mean kabhi n phanseange. ap isake liye sabaka tyag kar sakate haian, kintu maian apake charanoan mean yahi vinit bhav se prarthana karata hooan ki mujhe apane charanoan se prithak n karean- yahi meri antim prarthana hai.’ vishvaroop ne unhean gadh aliangan karate hue kaha- ‘bhaiya! tum kaisi bat kar rahe ho. yadi aisa kuchh hoga bhi to maian tumhari sammati ke bina kuchh tho de hi kar sakata hooan. tum to mere pran ho, bhala tumhean chho dakar maian kaise ja sakata hooan. donoan bhaee yathasamay bhojan karane ke nimitt apane-apane ghar chale gaye. vishvaroop ghar mean bahut hi kam rahate the, keval dopahar ko aur sham ko bhojan karane ke nimitt ghar jate, nahian to sada advaitachary ji ki pathashala mean hi shastralochana tatha gambhir vichar karate rahate. isiliye mata-pita ko inake manobhavoan ke sambandh mean vishesh janakari nahian ho saki. bich-bich mean jab nimaee inhean bulane jate tab ye tho di der ke liye ghar a jate aur kabhi-kabhi nimaee se do-char batean karate. mishr ji inase batean karane mean sankoch karate the. inake padhane mean kisi prakar ka vighn nahian dalana chahate the. dhire-dhire vishvaroop ka vairagy din-prati-din adhikadhik badhane laga. ek bar unhoanne jnanadrishti se dekha ki ye mata, pita, bhaee, mitr adi asal mean chij kya haian? vichar karate-karate ve sansari-sambandhoan se ooanche uth gaye. unhean pratit hone laga, sabhi prani apane prarabdh-karmoan ke anusar bina soche-samajhe din-rat karmoan mean jute hue haian. andhe ki bhaanti bina age ka dhyan kiye kisi ajnat marg ki or chale ja rahe haian. vichar karate-karate unhean sansar ke sabhi prani samanaroop se reangate hue-se dikhane lage. jaise kisi bahut ooanche sthan par chadhakar dekhane se manushy, pashu, pakshi, vriksh sabhi chhote-chhote bhinage-se u date dikhayi p date haian, unamean phir vivek nahian kiya ja sakata ki kaun manushy hai, kaun pashu. sabhi samanaroop se chhote-chhote kan-se dikhayi p date haian, usi prakar vichar ki ooanchi bhitti par chadhakar vishvaroop ko ye sansari jiv dikhane lage. unaka mata-pita tatha bandhu-bandhavoan ke prati jo moh tha, vah ekadam jata raha. ve apane ko samajh gaye aur man-hi-man kahane lage- ‘ye sansari log bhi kitane daya ke patr haian! roj n jane kya-kya vichar karate rahate haian. b de-b de vidhan banate rahate haian, kintu sabhi kisi ajnat shakti ki prerana se ghoom rahe haian.’ log kahate haian, ‘aji abhi sansar ka sukh bhog lo. |
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