shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari
143. shvami prakashananhd ji man se bhakht bane
prasanhnata prakat karate hue prakashananhd ji ne kaha- 'oho! ye hi shrikrishhnachaitanhy bharati haian. inaki prashansa to ham bahut dinoan se sun rahe haian. aj inake khoob darshan hue. (prabhu ko lakshhy karake) ap vahaan khyoan baith gaye, yahaan aiye. apaka vahaan baithana shobha nahian deta.
prabhu ne sir ko niche kiye hue dhire se uthtar diya- 'bhagavan! maian hin samhpraday vala hooan, bhala apake barabar kaise baith sakata hooan. yahian thik baitha hooan.
prakashananhd ji prabhu ki saralata aur namrata ko dekhakar ek dam manhtr-mughdh se ho gaye. jab do-tin bar kahane par bhi prabhu apane shthan se nahian uthe tab to prakashananhd ji shvayan uthakar gaye aur prabhu ka hath pak dakar unhhean apane samane hi gaddi par bitha liya. athyanht hi sankoch ke sath prabhu vivashata-si dikhate hue siku dakar baith gaye. prabhu dhire-dhire bhagavanhnamoan ka uchhcharan kar rahe the. bhagavanhnam-uchhcharan se jis prakar vayu lagane se kamal ki pankhudiyaan hilati haian, usi prakar une bimhbaphal ke saman donoan adhar hil rahe the. kuchh batean karane ki ichhchha se prasang chhe date hue prakashananhd ji ne kaha- 'shvami ji! maian apase ek shikayat karana chahata hooan; ap pahale aye aur mujhase bina hi mile chale gaye. sadhuoan ke samhbanhdhi sadhu hi hote haian. varanasi mean apaka ek math tha, usamean n akar ap grihasthiyoan ke yahaanan thahare aur mujhase mile bhi nahian. maloom p data hai ap mujhe apana nahian samajhate.'
prabhu ne is bat ka kuchh bhi uthtar nahian diya. usi samay ek chulabul-se yuvak sannhyasi ne dhire se kaha-‘maunan shvikritilakshanamh‘..[1] is bat ke sunate hi sannhyasi manhdali mean jor ka kah kaha mach gaya. sabake chupachap ho jane par prabhu ne dhire-dhire lajhja ke shvar mean kaha- ‘ap gurujanoan ke samane maian khya mukh lekar aanoo. apane mean itani yoghyata nahian samajhi ki apake darshan kar sakooan, isi sankoch se nahian aya.’
bat badalate hue prakashananhd ji ne kaha– ‘tumane katava ke keshav bharati se hi sannhyas liya hai n?
prabhu ne dhire se kaha–‘ji haan, ve hi mere dikshaguru haian’
prakashananhd ji ne kuchh ruk-rookakar kaha –‘ek bat poochhana chahata hooan, tum bura n mano to poochhooan.
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