shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari129. vishnupriya ji ko sannyasi svami ke darshan
vishnupriya ji ki ichchha apane pranesh ke pad-padyoan mean pranat hokar kuchh prarthana karane ki thi, kintu itani apar bhi d mean kul-vadhoo bahar kai se jay, yahi sochakar ve duvidha mean p d gayian. phir unhoan ne socha, jab ve yahaan tak aye haian, sannyasi hokar bhi unhoanne itani anukampa ki hai, tab mujhe bahar jane mean ab kya laj? lok-laj sab inhian ke charanoan ki prapti ke hi nimitt to haian, jab ye charan sakshat sammukh hi upasthit haian, tab in ke sparsh-sukh se ap ne ko vanchit kyoan rakhooan? yah sochakar vishnupriya ji jaise baithi thian vaise hi prabhu ke padapadyoan ka sparsh kar ne chalian. unhoanne veni baandhana band kar diya tha, sharir ke sabhi aangoan ke abhooshan utar diye the, ahar bhi bahut hi kam kar diya tha. nity ke kam ahar se unaka sharir kshin ho gaya tha. ve nirantar prabhu ka hi dhyan kiya karati thian. prabhu-darshanoan ki lalasa se kshin kay, malinavasana vishnupriya ji apane sampoorn sharir ko sankuchit banati huee jaldi se prabhu ki or chalian. prabhu drishti uthakar kisi ki or nahian dekhate the, ve prithvi ki hi or kh de-kh de tak rahe the. usi samay unhoanne dekha, malin vastr pahane ek stri un ke charanoan mean akar gir p di. stri-sparsh se bhayabhit hokar prabhu do kadam pichhe hat gaye. vishnupriya ji subakiyaan bhar-bharakar dhire-dhire rudan kar ne lagian. prabhu ne bharraee huee avaj mean poochha- 'tum kaun ho?' hay re vairagy! teri aisi kathorata ko bar-bar dhikkar hai, jo ap ne sharir ka adha aang kahi jati hai, jis ke liye svami ko chho dakar doosara koee hai hi nahian, usi ka nirdayi svami, us ke jivan ka sarvasv, us ka ishtadev us se poochhata hai-' tum kaun ho?' a kash! too gir kyoan nahian p data? prithvi! too phat kyoan nahian jati? vishnupriya ji chup nahian, socha, koee doosara hi mera parichay kara de, kintu doosare kis ki himmat thi? sabhi ki vani band ho gayi thi. itani bhari bhi d us samay bilakul shant ho gayi thi, charoan or sannata chhaya hua tha. vishnupriya ji ne jab dekha, koee bhi kuchh nahian kahata, tab ve svayan hi dhire-dhire karoon-svar mean kah ne lagian- 'maian ap ke charanoan ki atyant hi kshudr dasi hooan!' |
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