shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari79. param sahriday nimaee ki nirdayata
viyogajany du:kh ki ashanka se bhayabhita hiranoan ki bhaanti darate-darate vishhnupriya ne prabhu ke shayan-grih mean pravesh kiya. unaki aankhoan mean se nirantar ashru bah rahe the. prabhu ne hansate hue kaha- ‘priye! maian tumhare hansate hue mukh-kamal ko ek bar dekhana chahata hooan. tum ek bar prasann hokar meri or dekho.’ vishhnupriya ji chup hi rahian, unhoanne prabhu ki bat ka kuchh bhi uttar nahian diya. tab prabhu agrah ke svar mean kahane lage- ‘vishhnupriya! tum bolati kyoan nahian, kya soch rahi ho?’ aansoo pochhate hue vishhnupriya ne kaha- ‘prabho! n jane kyoan aj mera dil dh dak raha hai. mera hriday ap-se-ap hi phata-sa jata hai. pata nahian kya bat hai?’ prabhu ne bat ko talate hue kaha- ‘tum sada soch karati rahati ho, usi ka yah parinam hai. achchha, tum hans do, dekho abhi tumhara sabhi shok-moh door hota hai ya nahian?’ vishhnupriya ji ne premapoorn kuchh rosh ke svar mean kaha- ‘rahane bhi do! tum to aise hi mujhe banaya karate ho. aise samay mean to tumhean hi hansi a sakati hai. mera to hriday rudan kar raha hai. phir kaise hansooan? hansi to bhitar ki prasannata se ati hai.’ vishhnupriya ji ko pata chal gaya ki avashhy hi patidev aj hi mujhe anathini banakar grih-tyag kareange, kiantu unhoanne prabhu ke sammukh is bat ko prkat nahian kiya. ve ratri bhar prabhu ke charanoan ko dabati rahian. prabhu ne bhi aj unhean b de prem ke sath anekoan bar gadhaliangan kar-kar ke param sukhi bana diya. kiantu vishhnupriya ko pati ke aj ke in alianganoan mean vishesh sukh ka anubhav nahian hua. jis prakar shooli par chadhane vale ko us samay bhaanti-bhaanti ki svadishht mithaiyaan ruchikar pratit nahian hotian, usi prakar vishhnupriya ko vah pati ka itana adhik sneh aur adhik pi da pahuanchane laga. mata ko to pahale se hi pata tha ki nimaee aj ghar chho dakar chala jayaga, ve daravaje ki chaukhat par p di huee ratribhar ah bharati rahian. vishhnupriya bhi prabhu ke pairoan ko pakade़ ratri bhar jyoan-ki-tyoan baithi rahian. magh ka mahina tha, shuklapaksh ka chandrama ast ho chuka tha. do gh di rajani shesh thi. sampoorn nagar ke nar-nari sukh ki nidra mean soye hue the; kiantu mahaprabhu ko niand kahaan, ve to sannyas ki umang mean bhookh-pyas, sukh-nidra adi ko ekadam bhulaye hue the. vishhnupriya unake pairoan ko pakade़ baithi huee thian. prabhu unase chhootakar bhag nikalane ka suavasar dhoodh rahe the. bhavi b di prabal hai, jo honahar hota hai, vaise hi usake liye sadhan bhi jut jate haian, ratri bhar ki jagi huee vishhnupriya ko niand a gayi. vah prabhu ki shayyapar hi unake charanoan mean p dakar so gayian. ratri bhar ki jagi huee thian, isaliye p date hi gadh nidra ne akar unake oopar apana adhikar jama liya. |
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