shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari78. vishhnupriya aur gaurahari
prabhu ne kuchh adhirata prakat karate hue kaha- ‘priye! maian sada se tumhhara hooan aur sada tumhhara rahooanga. tumhhara yah ni:shvarth prem kabhi bhulaya ja sakata hai? kaun aisa bhaghyahin hoga jo tum-jaisi sarvagun samhpanhna jivan ki sahachari ka parithyag karane ki man mean ichhchha bhi karega, kiantu vishhnupriye! maian sathy-sathy kahata hooan, mera man ab mere vash mean nahian hai. jivoan ka du:kh ab mujhase dekha nahian ja sakata. maian sansari hokar aur ghar mean rahakar jivoan ka utana adhik kalhyan nahian kar sakata. jivoan ke liye mujhe sharir se tumhhara thyag karana hi hoga. man se to tumhhara prem kabhi bhulaya nahian ja sakata. tum nirantar vishhnuchiantan karati huee apane nam ko sarthak banao aur apane jivan ko saphal karo.’ bahut hi adhir shvar mean vishhnupriya ji ne kaha- ‘mere devata! yadi jivoan ke kalhyan mean maian hi badhakaroop hooan to maian apake shri charanoan ka shparsh karake kahati hooan ki maian sada apane pitrigrih mean hi raha karooangi. jab kabhi ap gangashnan ko jaya kareange, to kahian se chhipakar darshan kar liya karooangi. mata ko to kam-se-kam adhar rahega. khair, maian to apane hriday ko vajr banakar is paha d-jaise du:kh ko sahan bhi kar looan, kiantu un vriddha mata ki khya dasha hogi? unake to age-pichhe koee nahian hai. unaka jivan to ekamatr apake hi oopar nirbhar hai. ve apake bina jivit n rah sakeangi. nishhchay hi ve athmaghat karake apane pranoan ko gavaan deangi.’ prabhu ne kuchh rooandhe hue kanhth se ruk-rookakar kaha- ‘sabake age-pichhe ve hi shrihari haian. unake sivay praniyoan ka doosara ashray ho hi nahian sakata. pranimatr ke ashray ve hi haian. unake shmaran se sabhi ka kalhyan hoga. priye! maian vivash hooan, mujhe navadvip ko parithyag karake anhyatr jana hi hoga. sannhyas ke sivay mujhe doosare kisi kam mean sukh nahian. tum sada se mujhe sukhi banane ki hi cheshhta karati rahi ho. tumane meri prasanhnata ke nimitt apane sabhi sukhoan ka parithyag kiya hai. jis bat mean maian prasanhn rah sakooan, tum sada aisa hi acharan karati rahi ho. |
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