shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari76. bhaktavrind aur gaurahari
maianne keval mahan prem ki upalabdhi karane ke hi nimitt aisa nishhchay kiya hai. yadi tum mere is shubh sankalhp mean is prakar vighhn upasthit karoge to maian bhi kabhi us kam ko n karooanga. tumhhean du:khi chho dakar maian shashhvat sukh ko bhi nahian chahata. khya kahate ho? bolate khyoan nahian. ruandhe hue kanhth b de kashht ke sath l dakh dati huee vani mean gadadhar ne kaha- ‘prabhoan! maian kah hi khya sakata hooan? apaki ichhchha ke viruddh kahane ki kis ki samarthhy hai? ap shvatantr eeshhvar haian.’ prabhu ne kaha-‘maian tumase ajna chahata hooan.’ gadadhar ab apane veg ko aur adhikan rok sake. ve dhah mar-marakar jaroan se rudan karane lage. prabhu bhi adhir ho uthe. us samay ka drishhy b da hi karunapoorn tha. prabhu ki premamay god mean p de hue gadadhar abodh balak ki bhaanti phoot-phootakar rudan kar rahe the. prabhu unake sir par hath pherate hue unhhean dhadhas bandha rahe the. prabhu apane ashruoan ko vashtr ke chhor se poanchhate hue kah rahe the- ‘gadadhar! tum mujhase prithak n rah sakoge. maian jahaan bhi rahooanga tumhhean sath hi rakhooanga. tum itane adhir kyoan hote ho? tumhare bina to mujhe vaikunth ka sianhasan bhi ruchikar nahian hoga. tum is prakar ki adhirata ko chho doan.’ ‘mangalamay bhagavan sab bhala hi kareange.’ yah kahate-kahate gadadhar ka hath pak de hue prabhu shrivas ke ghar pahuanche. gadadhar ki donoan aankhe lal p di huee thi. nak mean se pani bah raha tha. sharir l dakh daya hua tha; kahian pair rakhate the, kahian jakar p date the. samhpoorn deh dagamaga rahi thi. prabhu ke hath ke sahare se ve yantr ki tarah jale ja rahe the. |
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