भगवान वासुदेव -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 238

bhagavan vasudev -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

uddhav braj ge bhakt vatsal–keval bhakt vatsaly apako vyathit kar sakata hai. doosara koee nimitt nahian ho sakata apake anamane hone ka. tanik si ahat pate hi ap patuke se mukh poanchhakar prasann ban jate haian, kiantu mujhase yah saha nahian jata. sachchidanandaghan, anandakand, poornakam, sarvesh, sarvamay, samadarshi, nirvikar, nirlep, nirgun–pata nahian bhagavan vrihaspati apaka varnan karate kya kya kahate the aur un sur guru ne hi kaha mujhe-vats! itana sab hokar bhi bhaktadhin, bhakt vatsal, bhakt du:kh du:khi hai vah sarvadhar, sarvakaranakaran. ap nity poorn, nity nirih, man buddhi vani se pare achintay param prakash, paripoorn paramanand– kiantu pratham maianne pad vandan ka upakram kiya, tabhi apane dekhate hi dau d kar in vishv ko abhay dene vali vishal bhujaoan mean bhar liya tha–hriday se laga liya tha. apake ve sneh vihval vachan- mere bhaee! mere sakha! maian jaise janm-janm ka in charanoan ka svikrit sevak tha. mujhamean kuchh aantar a gaya? kuchh durav dikhata hai bhaee vrihad bal tumako? shrikrishn ne hath pak d liya uddhav ka. nahian mere svami! kiantu apaki yah avyakt vyatha? uddhav ne kaha–apako apanoan ka tanik bhi klesh asahy hai. kaun haian ve bhuvanavandy? aisi kya pi da hai unaki ki ap use door nahian kar pate haian? koee upay–koee bhi upay ho nath to uddhav pran dekar bhi use karane mean apana saubhagy manega. bhaee! tum mere aantarang sakha ho. shrikrishn chandr ke netr jharane lage. unhoanne aj ashru poanchhane ka bhi upakram nahian kiya–tum param jnani ho. nitijn ho. vyavahar nipun ho. tumhian yah kary kar sakate ho. tum kar do mera yah kary. uddhav aanjali baandhe haian. chakit haian–aisa kaun sa kary hai jisako kahane mean–jisaka adesh dene mean ye mere nath mujhase bhi itana sankoch karate haian. mujhase bhi ye anunay kyoan kar rahe haian aj? tum vraj chale jao. hamare baba haian. meri maiya hai. mere gop haian. meri priyatama gopiyaan haian aur mere bal sakha. kanth bhar-bhar ata hai. bahut kathin ho raha hai bolana–ve kitane viyogart haian, maian bhi nahian bata sakata. unaka pran, unaka man, unaka tan, unaka sarvasv mera hai–mere lie hai. ve sabake sab jivit hi isalie haian ki jivan unaka apana nahian hai, mera hai. shrikrishn chandr b di der tak bolane mean asamarth–bhavamagn bane rahe. uddhav hath jo de pratiksha karate rahe. b di kathinaee se apane ko sachet karake ve bole–tum dekhate hi ho ki maian mathura se ja nahian sakata hooan. ab yadi vahaan jata hooan to mere lie lautana sambhav nahian hoga. maian yahaan hooan kisi prakar–vahaan jane par mathura mujhe phir smaran bhi nahian ani hai. uddhav to bhayabhit chakit stabdh rah ge. yadi aisa hai to in kamal lochan ko bhool kar bhi vraj nahian jana chahie. inake bina mathura ka mathura ke logoan ka kya hoga? kaise raheange baba vasudev, mata rohini ya mata devaki? maharaj ugrasen, ham sab yaduvansh hi inake bina kaise raheange? tum vraj chale jao! shrikrishn ne phir usi anurodh bhare svar mean kahana prarambh kiya–mera sandesh lekar jao. mere sandesh se unaki chianta door karo. tum to param jnani ho, vyakti ke shok ko usaki sthiti ke anusar samajhakar door karane mean nipun ho. unhean samajhao.

sanbandhit lekh

bhagavan vasudev

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan	1
2.	apani bat	2
3.	dvitiy sansh‍karan ke samh‍banh‍dh mean	5
4.	upakram	6
5.	sagun tattv	9
6.	sakar tattv	14
7.	avatar tattv	19
8.	dashavatar	22
9.	bhoobhar kh‍ya ?	26
10.	avatar ke lie anurodh	29
11.	mathurapuri	33
12.	vrishni vansh	36
13.	yadav maharaj ugrasen	38
14.	yuvaraj kans	40
15.	vasudev ‘anakadunh‍dubhi’	46
16.	mata devaki	49
17.	vivah	52
18.	akashavani aur...	55
19.	kans ka prayath‍n	59
20.	devaki ka pratham garbh	62
21.	kans ki kripa	65
22.	devarshi aye	68
23.	shishu hath‍ya	71
24.	maharaj ugrasen bhi banh‍di bane	72
25.	kans ka karagar	74
26.	maharaj kans	77
27.	nirmam hath‍yayean	79
28.	rohiniji braj gayian	81
29.	garbh sankasharn	86
30.	ashh‍tam garbh	87
31.	kans atankagrash‍t	90
32.	bhadr krishh‍n ashh‍tami	92
33.	shrikrishh‍navatar	95
34.	vasudev gokul gaye	98
35.	yogamaya	102
36.	karagar se tran	106
37.	kutil mantrana	108
38.	pootana gayi	110
39.	vrajapati-milan	113
40.	atake pran	116
41.	shrigargachary gokul gaye	119
42.	subhadra–janh‍m	121
43.	kroorata katati gayi	124
44.	phir aye devarshi	128
45.	phir karagar	130
46.	keshi gaya	132
47.	akroor braj gaye	134
48.	akroor laut aye	138
49.	ram-shh‍yam aye	141
50.	nagar darshan	144
51.	dhobi mara	146
52.	darji ki kala kritarth huee	149
53.	dhanh‍y mali sudama	152
54.	kubh‍ja sunh‍dari	156
55.	dhanurbhang	159
56.	jay jananayak	165
57.	kans ka bhayonh‍mad	167
58.	shivaratri ka sabera	169
59.	gaj–vadh	172
60.	rangashala mean	175
61.	malh‍l-yuddh	178
62.	kansari	184
63.	yadavenh‍dr ugrasen	187
64.	pitri-milan	190
65.	vair–bij	193
66.	mathura sukh basi	196
67.	brajaraj vida hue	198
68.	mata rohini ayian	202
69.	upanayan	205
70.	gurukul pahuanche	211
71.	shikshan-prashikshan	214
72.	guru seva	219
73.	pratyavartan	224
74.	guru-dakshina	227
75.	kubja ki pratiksha	232
76.	sairandhri suandari	235
77.	uddhav braj ge	237
78.	uddhav laut ae braj se	241
79.	vasudev ji ki santati	243
80.	akroor ke bhavan mean	245
81.	jarasandh ka akraman	248
82.	kol-vadh	254
83.	yuddh ! yuddh ! yuddh !	258
84.	chakr–maushal yuddh	261
85.	shrigal vasudev	267
86.	shri balaram vivah	271
87.	apoorn svayanvar	275
88.	dvarikapuri	282
89.	kalayavan	287
90.	muchukund	292
91.	shriranachho daray	296
92.	upasanhar	302
93.	aantim prishth	305