भगवान वासुदेव -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 237

bhagavan vasudev -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

uddhav braj ge ap atmaram, aptakam mahanindroan ke bhi paramaradhy haian mere svami! sakshat sachchidanandaghan paripoorn param purush. uddhav aj bahut sahas karake ekant se bhagavan vasudev ke sammukh aanjali baandh kar kh de ho ge haian– apane mujhe– mujh apatr ko apana sneh-bhajan banaya, aantarang sakha banaya. mahabhaga sairandhri ko kritarth karane jate samay bhi sath liya mujhe. bahut dinoan se uddhav utsuk haian– vyakul haian kahana uchit hoga. ye shrikrishn chandr unake aradhy haian tabase jab uddhav shishu the. uddhav apani shaishav kri da mean bhi krishnarchan kri da hi karate the aur itani tanmata se karate the ki mata ke bar bar bulane par bhi archa chho d kar bhojan pratarosh adi ko nahian ate the. tab to dekha bhi nahian tha unhoanne in mayoor mukuti van mali ko. tab uddhav ka aantakaran inaki priti mean pag chuka tha aur ab to in kripa sagar ne apana bana liya hai. apane sath rakhate haian–atishay sneh se rakhate haian. inaka prasad chandan, inaki pahini mala, inake vastr aur inake thal ka uchchhisht prasad pane ka saubhagy mil gaya hai–pratidin milata hai. bhaee vrihadh‌bal! tumase bhi mera kuchh rahasy raha? shrikrishn chandr ne sneh snigdh svar mean kaha–tumako bhi mujhase kuchh kahane–poochhane mean sankoch karane ko avakash raha hai? svami! jab kabhi apake samip achanak ekaant mean pahuancha hooan–apake vatsaly ne mujhe yah adhikar de diya hai. uddhav bahut vyathapoorn svar mean bol rahe haian–apake kamal lochanoan se ashru jharate dekhata hooan. apako shokagrast sa–atyant udas, rudan karate pata hooan. mere sath rahate bhi ap anek bar dirghashvas lene lagate haian. ap anandaghan ke samip yah vyatha .....? uddhav sisakane lage. unake pran pata nahian kabase sisakate haian. unake aradhy shrikrishn aur koee aisi pi da hai jo inake chitt ko bhi mathit kie rahati hai. janata hooan–apake prasad se hi janata hooan apaki mahima! nikhil brahmaand mean aisa kuchh nahian jo apake shricharoan ka smaran karane vale ke lie aprapy rah jae. aisa kuchh nahian jo apaka sankalp n kar sakata ho. abhav dukh, pi da, apake smaran se ni:shesh ho jate haian. ap yamuna tat pahuanchate yamuna ka nam lene par bhi apani sahaj praphullata kho dete haian. koee gau, koee bachh da dikha aur lagata hai ki apake aantar mean koee supt pi da jag p di hai. anek rang ke vastr haian, anek pakshi haian, dadhi navanit to jaise prabal nimitt haian hi– anek avasaroan par to maian kahian koee bhi nimitt samajh nahian pata. apake shri aang ki kaanti sahasa mlan ho jati hai. ap hansate bolate achanak maun ho jate haian. achanak anyamanask–dirgh ni:shvas chho dane lagate haian aur ekaant mean maianne jab dekha, in drigoan ko jharate hi dekha.

sanbandhit lekh

bhagavan vasudev

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan	1
2.	apani bat	2
3.	dvitiy sansh‍karan ke samh‍banh‍dh mean	5
4.	upakram	6
5.	sagun tattv	9
6.	sakar tattv	14
7.	avatar tattv	19
8.	dashavatar	22
9.	bhoobhar kh‍ya ?	26
10.	avatar ke lie anurodh	29
11.	mathurapuri	33
12.	vrishni vansh	36
13.	yadav maharaj ugrasen	38
14.	yuvaraj kans	40
15.	vasudev ‘anakadunh‍dubhi’	46
16.	mata devaki	49
17.	vivah	52
18.	akashavani aur...	55
19.	kans ka prayath‍n	59
20.	devaki ka pratham garbh	62
21.	kans ki kripa	65
22.	devarshi aye	68
23.	shishu hath‍ya	71
24.	maharaj ugrasen bhi banh‍di bane	72
25.	kans ka karagar	74
26.	maharaj kans	77
27.	nirmam hath‍yayean	79
28.	rohiniji braj gayian	81
29.	garbh sankasharn	86
30.	ashh‍tam garbh	87
31.	kans atankagrash‍t	90
32.	bhadr krishh‍n ashh‍tami	92
33.	shrikrishh‍navatar	95
34.	vasudev gokul gaye	98
35.	yogamaya	102
36.	karagar se tran	106
37.	kutil mantrana	108
38.	pootana gayi	110
39.	vrajapati-milan	113
40.	atake pran	116
41.	shrigargachary gokul gaye	119
42.	subhadra–janh‍m	121
43.	kroorata katati gayi	124
44.	phir aye devarshi	128
45.	phir karagar	130
46.	keshi gaya	132
47.	akroor braj gaye	134
48.	akroor laut aye	138
49.	ram-shh‍yam aye	141
50.	nagar darshan	144
51.	dhobi mara	146
52.	darji ki kala kritarth huee	149
53.	dhanh‍y mali sudama	152
54.	kubh‍ja sunh‍dari	156
55.	dhanurbhang	159
56.	jay jananayak	165
57.	kans ka bhayonh‍mad	167
58.	shivaratri ka sabera	169
59.	gaj–vadh	172
60.	rangashala mean	175
61.	malh‍l-yuddh	178
62.	kansari	184
63.	yadavenh‍dr ugrasen	187
64.	pitri-milan	190
65.	vair–bij	193
66.	mathura sukh basi	196
67.	brajaraj vida hue	198
68.	mata rohini ayian	202
69.	upanayan	205
70.	gurukul pahuanche	211
71.	shikshan-prashikshan	214
72.	guru seva	219
73.	pratyavartan	224
74.	guru-dakshina	227
75.	kubja ki pratiksha	232
76.	sairandhri suandari	235
77.	uddhav braj ge	237
78.	uddhav laut ae braj se	241
79.	vasudev ji ki santati	243
80.	akroor ke bhavan mean	245
81.	jarasandh ka akraman	248
82.	kol-vadh	254
83.	yuddh ! yuddh ! yuddh !	258
84.	chakr–maushal yuddh	261
85.	shrigal vasudev	267
86.	shri balaram vivah	271
87.	apoorn svayanvar	275
88.	dvarikapuri	282
89.	kalayavan	287
90.	muchukund	292
91.	shriranachho daray	296
92.	upasanhar	302
93.	aantim prishth	305