नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 459

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

73. chandravali-ras mean man-bhang jaise hriday sahasr-sahasr tuk de ho jayaga aisa karun vilap. aisa marmabhedi krandan. 'shyamasundar! mohan! pyare!' hichakiyaan aur phir jaise sab shoony mean lay ho gaya. lalita, vishakhadi sab dau dian; kiantu maian to bhool hi gayi ki mere bhi sharir hai. maian itana dau d bhi sakati hooan, yah maianne kabhi samajha nahian tha. maian dau di-dau dati chali gayi. doosari or dekhane ka kise dhyan rah sakata tha. 'radha! meri bahin! meri sakhi! meri svamini!' maian kya-kya pralap kar rahi thi, kisi ko smaran nahian. vah samoolonmoolit svarnalatika maiya kirti ki dulari, vrishabhanu baba ki pranaposhita, patal dal se sahasr gunit sukumari, nilavasana bhoomi mean moorchchhita mlanakanti p di thi. maianne use aank mean uthaya aur chitkar kar uthi- 'radha! netr khol bahin! too aisi hogi to ham sab abhi mar jayangi. apane ko samhal! too rahegi tabhi shyamasundar ke ane ki asha rahegi. ve aveange, tere, tere liye hi aveange! netr khol bahin!' mere katar svar ne, mere ashruoan ne sachet kiya aur vah dekhate hi donoan bhujaean mere gale mean dalakar krandan karane lagi- 'jiji! maian teri, tum saboan ki aparadhini hooan! mujhe kshama kar de! apani is anuja ko kshama kar de!' maianne hriday se laga liya- 'meri anujeǃ too yah bat mat kah. tumase aparadh kabhi ho nahian sakata. maian sab samajhati hooan. tanik shant ho.' 'jijiǃ ve mera kar pak dakar chale to maian mana nahian kar saki unako.' vah phootakar ro p di- 'unhoanne mujhe maun rahane ka sanket kiya. maian tum sabaka sukh lootakar sukhi hone chali thi- mujhe kshama kar de jiji! mere abhiman ne un jivanadhan ko kho diya. ve mujh darpita ko tyag gaye. maianne sabase unako chhinakar akeli pana chaha- mera pap, mera aparadh .......' vah phir moorchchhita hone lagi thi. maianne unako savadhan kiya- 'radha! uth shighr. ham sab unako dhooandheangi. unake pad-chihn hamako mil rahe haian.' yah radha itani bholi hai ki apane ashru poanchhana bhi bhool gayi. maianne apane anchal se isake ashru poanchhe. yah to aisi ho gayi jaise maian hi isaki sahara, ashray sab hooan. isaki sakhiyaan isaka aur mera mukh dekhati rah gayian. isane mera hath pak da- 'jiji kidhar gaye ve? maian ab sabaki agrani ho gayi thi. maian unake pad-chihn dekhate chali. radha mere sath sati chal rahi thi. jahaan tak van mean chandr-jyotsana ka prakash tha, maian pad-chihn dekhate chalati gayi. age saghan van tha. maianne radha ki or dekha- 'ab bahin?' 'jijiǃ ham sab dhooandhati chaleangi to ve aur andhakar mean chhipate jayeange. kitana andhakar hai. ve hathi haian, isamean door jane mean unhean kasht hoga, par maneange nahian.' radha ne kaha- 'jiji ham to sada se hari haian unase. chal ham laut chalean pulin par. jahaan hamane unhean khoya hai, vahian baithakar unhean pukarean. ve hamean dekhane dhooandhane vahian aveange. ab to vahi daya karake darshan dean to unhean paya ja sakata hai. ham abala kahaan dhooandheangi unako.'

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546