नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 455

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

73. chandravali-ras mean man-bhang yah yoothika, madhavi, malati, mallika- ye lataean itana ladi haian pushpoan se. usake kar-sparsh ke bina itani praphullata kahian ati hai. inake hi nikunj mean to banamali kahian chhipa hoga; lekin isamean bhi koee bolati nahian. kya in sabamean hamase spardha hai? hamare prati eershya hai? vrindavan ki bhoomi mean to yah tuchchhata aya nahian karati. ham hriday dhan khokar bhatakane vali hatapranaoan se koee kya eershya karegi; kiantu vahi nishthur bahut chapal hai. chatur choo damani hai. ye lataean hamean soochit kar sakati haian, is ashanka se inako sparsh bhale kar gaya ho, par inake samip raha nahian. ye to svayan apane pushp girati rudan kar rahi haian. ye amr, jambu, nib, tamaladi taru bhi maun haian. ye yamuna kinare ke par-duahkhakatar, apane patr-pushp, phal-kashth, apani asthi tak dekar paropakar karane vale ye pe d kya hamean nandanandan ka pata nahian bata dete, yadi inhoanne use dekha hota. ye hamare duahkh se duahkhit rudan kar rahe haian. inake patroan se tap-tap vindu gir rahe haian. ye inake ashru hi to haian. kalyani tulasi! tumako to hamara vanamali kabhi tyagata nahian. tumhare daloan ki mala par bhramar usake vaksh par guanjar karate hi rahate haian. bhagavati! tum to dayamayi ho. tum ashirvadamayi, sabaki akaanksha poori karati ho. ham balikaoan par itani kripa karo! vah hamare hriday ko churakar kidhar chala gaya? devi! tum usi ki ho; kiantu vahi hamara bhi sarvasv hai. tum bhi kya aj usase chhali gayi ho? tumhare patr bhi shirn hokar gir rahe haian! vah aj tumhare samip se bhi nahian nikala? itane haritatrin! ye dharadevi ke romanch hi to haian. yah romanch- itana romanch inhean kaise? us manamohan ke charanasparsh se athava bhagavan varah ne aliangan kiya tha, us aliangan ka smaran a gaya hai inhean? antatah to hamara vanamali in par hi kahian hoga. devi! daya karo! ap hi usaka pata batala do! lekin chandalini chandradravali! too is yogy hai ki koee tujhe us amritavarshi ghanashyam ka pata batalaye? too kalabhujangini- tere abhiman ke vish ne in sab balikaoan ki yah dasha ki hai. teri kutilata se ve krishn haian. too kutila hai- too! hriday ke is ha-hakar mean maian bhool gayi apane ko. mujhe laga ki kalindi ke hriday mean jo mahavishadhar kaliy tha, vah maian hi hooan. maian pukar uthi- 'sab bacho mujhase! maian kaliy hooan! maian sabaka dansh karake mar dooanga! mera vish asahy hai.' ek ne mera sir pak d ke jhuka diya aur us par apana pair rakhakar pukarane lagi- dusht sarp! bhag ja! chho d ja kalindi ka hrid! janata nahian ki dushtoan ka damanakartta krishn maian avatar le chuka hooan.' b di shanti mili. us paramapunyavati ke padasparsh ko mastak par pakar maian sachet to ho gayi, kiantu shant rahi. itana puny mera ki yah unaki sahachari mere shish par pad dhare! avashy ve apanoan ko atyadhik man dene vale is puny ke prasad se mujh papini par bhi prasann ho jayange. ve isaki padaraj se bhooshit meri maang, meri alakean dekheange to mere abhiman-mere avagun bhoolakar mujhe is raj ke nate apani priti pradan kareange. ab ve meri upeksha nahian kar sakate.

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

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prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546