shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari80. hahakar
ha nath raman preshhth kvasi kvasi mahabhuj. nidra mean p di huee vishhnupriya ji ne karavat badalian. sahasa ve chauk p dian aur jaldi se uthkar baith gayian. mano unake oopar chaude़ maidan mean bijali gir p di ho, athava sote samay kisi ne unaka sarvasv haran kar liya ho. ve bhooli-si, pagali-si, besudhi-si, aankhoan ko malati huee charoan or dekhane lagian. unhean jagate hue bhi svapnaka-sa anubhav hone laga. ve apane hathoan se prabhu ki shayya ko tatolane lagian, kiantu ab vahaan tha hi kya! shuk to pianj da parityag karake vanavasi ban gaya. apane prananath ka panlag par n pakar vishhnupriya ji ne joroan ke sath chitkar mari aur ‘ha nath! ha pranapyare! mujh du:khini ko is prakar dhokha dekar chale gaye.’ yah kahate-kahate joroan se niche gir p dian aur oopar se girate hi besoodhi ho gayian. unake krandan ki dhhvani shachimata ke kanoan mean p di. unaki us karunakrandan se behoshi door huee. vahian p de-p de unhoanne kaha- ‘beti! beti! kya maian sachamooch lut gayi? kya mera ikalauta beta mujhe dhokha dekar chala gaya? kya vah meri aankhoan ka tara nikalakar mujh vidhava ko is vriddhavashtha mean andhi bana gaya? meri aankhoan ke do tare the. ek ke nikal jane par sochati thi, ek aankh se hi kam chala looangi. aj to doosara bhi nikal gaya. ab mujh andhi ko sansar soona-hi-soona dikhayi p dega. ab mujh andhi ki lathi kaun pakade़ga? beti! vishhnupriya! bolati kyoan nahian? kya nimaee sachamuch chala gaya?’ vishhnupriya behosh thian, unake mukh mean se avaj hi nahian nikalati thi. ve sas ki batoan ko n soonati huee joroan se rudan karane lagian. du:khini mata uthi aur l dakh dati huee prabhu ke shayan-bhavan mean pahuanchi. vahaan usane prabhu ke palang ko soona dekha. vishhnupriya niche p di huee rudan kar rahi thian. mata ki adhirata ka thikana nahian raha. ve joroan se rudan karane lagian- ‘beta nimaee! too kahaan chala gaya? are, apani is boodhi mata ko is tarah dhokha mat de. beta! too kahaan chhip gaya hai, mujhe apani soorat to dikha ja. beta! too roj prat:kal mujhe uthakar pranam kiya karata tha. aj maian kitani der se kh di hooan, uthakar pranam kyoan nahian karata!’ itana kahakar mata dipak ko uthakar ghar ke charoan or dekhane lagi. mano mera nimaee yahian kahian chhipa baitha hoga. mata palang ke niche dekh rahi thian. bichhauna ko bar-bar tatolatian, mano nimaee isi mean chhip gaya. |
tika tippani aur sandarbh
- ↑ bhagavan ke ras mean sahasa antardhan ho jane par viyog du:kh se vyakul huee gopikaean rudan kar rahi haian- ‘ha nath! ha raman karane vale! o hamare pranoan se bhi pyare! o mahaparakrami! pyare! tum kahaan ho? tumhare viyog se ham atyant hi din haian. ham apaki das haian; hamean apane darshan do.’ shrimadbha. 10/30/40
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