भगवान वासुदेव -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 239

bhagavan vasudev -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

uddhav braj ge visheshat: gopiyoan ko– meri un preyasiyoan ko samajhao! baba ko, maiya ko, mere bal sakhaoan ko ...... shrikrishn janate hai ki inamean kisi ko jnanopadesh karane ka sahas bhi uddhav nahian kar sakate–in sabako ashvasan de ao ki maian unase milooanga avashy milooanga unase. maian sabako samajha aooanga. sabaka shok door kar aooanga. ap chianta n karean. uddhav ne shighratapoorvak kaha. unako laga– shrikrishn jab vahaan jakar lautane vale nahian haian–unake man mean vahaan jine ka kinchit bhi sankalp nahian rahana chahie. mujhe chho d kar unaka man adhe pal ko bhi kahi nahian jata. unake pran mujhamean lage haian. mere lie unhoanne svajan, parivar, deh ke sab sukh–yah lok–paralok sab tyag diya. lok nianda sahi, sabaki bhartsana sir li, sab dharm mujh par nyauchhavar kar diya. maian unhean bhool sakooan, yah sambhav nahian hai. shrikrishn chandr vihval kanth se kahate ge–hay, ve meri gop kumariyaan–maian unaka param preshth unase door baitha hooan. mere virah se vyakul hokar ve bar bar moorchchhit hoti haian. maian unase kah aya tha–laut aooanga! ve mujh par kabhi avishvas nahian kar sakatian. mere vachanoan par vishvas karake ve b de kasht se kisi prakar pranoan ko roke hoangi. unake akul pranoan ko jakar ashvast karo. mere svami bahut saday, atyant bhaktavatsal haian. ab chianta tyag dean. uddhav ki chianta mit gee hai–shrikrishn chandr ki vyatha ka yah karan hai. gop gopiyaan bahut sidhe bahut bhole log haian ve. un sidhe, pavitr,shraddhalu logoanan ko samajhana kathin kahaan hai. ve kahaan karkash tark kalushit log haian. unhean to shravan samakal jnan prapt ho jaega aur jnan hone par shok ka kya kam. unaka shok–unaki chianta kathin kahaan haian. uddhav ko nahian soojhata hai ki ve svayan vyakul ho uthe is ashanka se hi ki shrikrishn mathura se vraj chale jaean to lauteange nahian. in par jnani ke lie shrikrishn viyog ki sambhavana asahy hai aur vraj ke prem ke pranoan ka viyog dukh jnanopadesh se door kar dene ki asha hai inake man mean. ap ajna dean aur apane is sevak par vishvas karean. uddhav ne dridh svar mean kaha–apake shri charanoan ki kripa se vahaan sabaka manastapan door kar aooanga. ap is chianta ko tyag dean.

sanbandhit lekh

bhagavan vasudev

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan	1
2.	apani bat	2
3.	dvitiy sansh‍karan ke samh‍banh‍dh mean	5
4.	upakram	6
5.	sagun tattv	9
6.	sakar tattv	14
7.	avatar tattv	19
8.	dashavatar	22
9.	bhoobhar kh‍ya ?	26
10.	avatar ke lie anurodh	29
11.	mathurapuri	33
12.	vrishni vansh	36
13.	yadav maharaj ugrasen	38
14.	yuvaraj kans	40
15.	vasudev ‘anakadunh‍dubhi’	46
16.	mata devaki	49
17.	vivah	52
18.	akashavani aur...	55
19.	kans ka prayath‍n	59
20.	devaki ka pratham garbh	62
21.	kans ki kripa	65
22.	devarshi aye	68
23.	shishu hath‍ya	71
24.	maharaj ugrasen bhi banh‍di bane	72
25.	kans ka karagar	74
26.	maharaj kans	77
27.	nirmam hath‍yayean	79
28.	rohiniji braj gayian	81
29.	garbh sankasharn	86
30.	ashh‍tam garbh	87
31.	kans atankagrash‍t	90
32.	bhadr krishh‍n ashh‍tami	92
33.	shrikrishh‍navatar	95
34.	vasudev gokul gaye	98
35.	yogamaya	102
36.	karagar se tran	106
37.	kutil mantrana	108
38.	pootana gayi	110
39.	vrajapati-milan	113
40.	atake pran	116
41.	shrigargachary gokul gaye	119
42.	subhadra–janh‍m	121
43.	kroorata katati gayi	124
44.	phir aye devarshi	128
45.	phir karagar	130
46.	keshi gaya	132
47.	akroor braj gaye	134
48.	akroor laut aye	138
49.	ram-shh‍yam aye	141
50.	nagar darshan	144
51.	dhobi mara	146
52.	darji ki kala kritarth huee	149
53.	dhanh‍y mali sudama	152
54.	kubh‍ja sunh‍dari	156
55.	dhanurbhang	159
56.	jay jananayak	165
57.	kans ka bhayonh‍mad	167
58.	shivaratri ka sabera	169
59.	gaj–vadh	172
60.	rangashala mean	175
61.	malh‍l-yuddh	178
62.	kansari	184
63.	yadavenh‍dr ugrasen	187
64.	pitri-milan	190
65.	vair–bij	193
66.	mathura sukh basi	196
67.	brajaraj vida hue	198
68.	mata rohini ayian	202
69.	upanayan	205
70.	gurukul pahuanche	211
71.	shikshan-prashikshan	214
72.	guru seva	219
73.	pratyavartan	224
74.	guru-dakshina	227
75.	kubja ki pratiksha	232
76.	sairandhri suandari	235
77.	uddhav braj ge	237
78.	uddhav laut ae braj se	241
79.	vasudev ji ki santati	243
80.	akroor ke bhavan mean	245
81.	jarasandh ka akraman	248
82.	kol-vadh	254
83.	yuddh ! yuddh ! yuddh !	258
84.	chakr–maushal yuddh	261
85.	shrigal vasudev	267
86.	shri balaram vivah	271
87.	apoorn svayanvar	275
88.	dvarikapuri	282
89.	kalayavan	287
90.	muchukund	292
91.	shriranachho daray	296
92.	upasanhar	302
93.	aantim prishth	305