shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari17. vishvaroop ka vairagy
mata-pita ke liye to ve sadharan putr hi the, mata-pita ka jo kartavy hai usaka ve palan karane lage. vishvaroop apane mamere bhaee lokanath ko chho dakar aur kisi se vishesh batean nahian karate the. lokanath ko ve pranoan se bhi adhik pyar karate the. lokanath inase sal-chhah mahine avastha mean chhote the, ve bhi inamean guru ki bhaanti bhakti karate the. donoan ke vichar bhi ek-se the, ekant mean ghantoan paramarth-vishayak batean hoti rahatian. mishr ji ne dekha putr ki avastha solah varsh ki ho chuki hai, isaliye isake vivah ka kahian se prabandh karana chahiye. apane vichar unhoanne shachidevi ke sammukh prakat kiye. shachidevi ne bhi inaki bat ka samarthan kiya. ab mata-pita vishvaroop ke anuroop kanya ki khoj karane lage. idhar vishvaroop ke vicharoan mean aur adhik gambhirata ane lagi. pandrah varsh ki avastha ke pashchath sabhi yuvakoan ke hridayoan mean ek prakar ki mahan khalabali-si utpann hua karati hai. chitt kisi atyant pyare ke milan ke liye t dapata rahata hai. hriday mean ek mithi-mithi vedana-si hoti hai. ji chahata hai apane ko kisi ke oopar nyauchhavar kar dean. isi bat ko samajhakar mata-pita is avastha mean l dake ka vivah kar dete haian aur apane hriday ko samarpan karane ke nimitt sangini pakar bahut-se shant ho jate haian. bahut-se dhan ke bandhan mean phansakar, bahut-se mitr ke prem mean phansakar aur bahut-se vishayavasanaoan mean phansakar us veg ko shant kar lete haian. us veg ko jidhar lagao udhar hi vah lag jayaga. vishvaroop ne us prem ko mata-pita ke hi bich mean simit n rakhakar use vishv ke sath tadroop banana chaha. ve isi bat ko sochate rahate the ki is kolahalapoorn sansar se kaise uparat ho sakeange? jab inhoanne apane vivah ki bat suni tab to mano inake vairagyaroopi prajvalit agni mean ghrit ki ahuti p di. ye bar-bar sochane lage- ‘kya vivah karake sansari sukh bhogane se mujhe param shanti mil sakegi? kya maian grihasthi banake apane charam lakshy tak shighr-se-shighr pahuanch sakooanga? kya mujhe mata-pita aur bhaiyoan ke hi bich mean apane prem ko simit banakar sansari banana chahiye? unaki yah vikalata badhati hi jati thi. ek din lokanath ne ekant mean inase poochha- ‘bhaiya! kya karan hai, tum ab sada kisi gambhir vichar mean doobe rahate ho?’ unaki bat sunakar inhoanne unhean talate hue kaha- ‘nahian, kuchh nahian, vaise hi shastravishayak batean sochata rahata hooan, koee vishesh bat to nahian hai.’ |
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