shrikrishn lila ka chintan
52. vraj ke sampoorn gopabalak evan govats bane hue shrikrishn ka yah khel prayah ek varsh tak nirvadh chalata hai, kisi ko is rahasy ka pata nahian lagata. ek varsh mean paanch-chhah din kam rahane par ek din balaram ji ko van mean gayoan ka apane pahale ke bachh doan par tatha gopoan ka apane balakoan par asim aur adamy sneh dekhakar ashchary hota hai aur tab shrikrishn unake samane is rahasy ka udghatan karate haian.
tatha shrikrishnachandr bhi nidra tyag kar apani param manohar cheshtaoan se vrajarani ka, shrirohini ka anand varddhan karate. phir agraj ke sahit nilasundar ka sanchalan hota aur tab ve vats charan ke liye van mean chale jate. sayankal lautate, mata unhean aank mean dharan karatian, apane koti pranoan ka sneh dekar, rritu ke anuroop upacharoan se lalit kar van ka shram haratian, byaroo hoti aur shrikrishnachandr paudh jate, pratikshan badhate ullas se pratyek charya sada ki bhaanti poorn hoti; kiantu ek vilakshanata yahaan bhi ho gayi thi. ab nandabhavan mean purasundariyoan ki bhi d jo nahian rahi! kahaan to shrikrishnachandr ke darshan se netr shital karane, unhean kro d mean lekar pranoan ki vyatha shant karane ke liye ekatr huee gopikaoan se rajaprasad ka kona-kona poorn rahata yah dasha thi. aur ab bahar ka koee nahian! ab to vrajeshvar ka parivar- nandaray, yashoda rani, shrirohini, sevak gop, dasiyaan, paricharikaean- inaka samrajy hai; ye chahean jaise ram-shyam ko la d l davean! pahale to bahar se ayi gopi ko samman dena anivary ho jata; yah nilamani ko apana sneh samarpit kar sake, use aisa avasar dena hi p data. aur ek-do hoan, to bhi bat thi. jab samast vrajamandal hi um d ata hai, tab gharavaloan ki svachchhandata chhinegi hi. par ab unhean poorn suyog mil gaya hai manamana karane ka. sath hi is or kisi ka dhyan bhi nahian gaya. purasundariyaan kyoan nahian atian, yah prashn bhi kisi ke man mean uday nahian hua. jaise kuchh bhi navinata huee hi nahian ho- yahi anubhooti parivar ke pratyek sadasy ko hai. adhik ashchary to yah hai ki svayan puravasiyoan ko bhi pata nahian unaki jivan dhara mean koee parivartan hua hai! |
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