vishay soochirasapanchadhyayi -svami akhandanand sarasvatiprem mean sookhi ja rahian gopiyaan akhir bolianham apako ek bat batate haian- sadhak ke hriday mean ghar banakar rahane vali jo kamanaan haian na, unako jab pheank diya jata hai bahar, us samay yah manushy marakar amrit ho jata hai aur isi jivan mean brahm samashrute, brahmasvadi ho jata hai, brahmanandi ho jata hai. ab gopiyoan ka varnan karate haian- ‘tadarth’- vinivartitasarvakamaah ‘yada sarvepramuchyante, kamaah yasy hridi shritaah granthayah’ hriday mean jo kam ki gaanth hai- kam-granthi hai, hriday mean jo kam hai vah kathor gaanthi hai, jisamean se ras to nikalata hai, parantu granthi itani kathor hai ki jaldi tootati nahian. kam-granthi hai. krodh-granthi bhi hai, krodh b da ghatatop banakar ata hai. muhan se gali nikale, aankh lal ho jay, bhauanhean chadh jayan, hath-pav kaanpane lagean, narayan! aisi anek granthi sharir mean rahati haian. kabhi koee um d jati hai, kabhi koee um d jati hai. gopiyaan krishn ke pas kamavash nahian gayi haian- ‘tadarth-vinivartitasarvakamaah’- shrikrishn ke lie unhoanne apane sanpoorn kam ko bahar se lauta diya hai. isamean ek bat dekhane layak hai ki shrikrishn ne hansi-hansi mean yah bat kahi thi ki ‘laut jao!’ gopi ke dhyan mean yah bat ani to chahie ki yah hansi hai. bole- nahian, bholi haian. shraddha hai, prem hai, bhakti hai, vishvas hai, mugdhata hai. kitane hi gun haian. kahate haian- achchha, kam to sare lauta die, ab n maan se koee kam n bap se, n bhaee se, bahan se, n parivar se, n pati se, n putr se, n gop se, n sharir se koee kam, n lok se, n paralok se koee kam. to ab kisi ki or dekhana to baki nahian raha, aankhoan ne javab de diya, kajalamishrit aansoo nikalane lage. bole- ab to marana hi hai- ‘netre vimrijy ruditopahate sm’ rote-rote aankhean upahat-si ho gayian, kharab ho gayian to poanchh lean aankh? par aankh kahe ko poanchhane lagian. ek bar dekh to lean bhala, marana to hai hi hai. marane ke lie pahale ek bar dekh lean. ‘bavari ve akhiyaan jari jayan jo saanvaro chhaan di niharati goro.’ dekha jab to man mean aya ki kya maun hi prem hai? are, maun hi prem nahian hai, bolana bhi prem hai. prem ko ek bhag mean nahian kar sakate haian. khilana prem ho to kabhi bhookhe rahana bhi prem hai. mitha bolana prem hai to kabhi k dava bolana bhi prem hai. prem ka svabhav tho da thanda, tho da garam donoan haian, tho da sangoy, tho da viyog donoan hai, tho da rona, tho da hansana donoan hai. prem ka svabhav anirvachaniy hota hai. usako ek roop mean nahian baandha ja sakata, bhala! to maun hi prem nahian, maun to jara duahkh ho gaya tha ki ab kya karean? |
tika tippani aur sandarbh
sanbandhit lekh
pravachan sankhya | vishay ka nam | prishth sankhya |
varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj