भक्ति सुधा -करपात्री महाराज पृ. 205

bhakti sudha -karapatri maharaj

maan ke shri charanoan mean

maan! yah kaisi vidambana hai? aho! mahapurush bhartrihari ki kitani sundar anubhooti hai. hay! jisaka maian ishtadevata ki tarah nirantar chintan karata rahata hooan, vah mujhase virakt hai, mujhe nahian chahati, vah kisi aur se prem karati hai aur kaisi vidhi ki vidambana hai ki vah usaka premaspad bhi to kisi aur se hi prem karata hai, prem karane vali ko nahian chahata. kintu jise vah chahata hai, vah usaki preyasi usase prem n kar mujhe chahati hai. aho! us meri priya ko dhikkar hai aur us purush tatha usaki preyasi evan is madan tatha mujhe bhi dhikkar hai- ‘‘yaan chintayami satatan mayi sa virakta sapyanyamichchhati janah s janoanyasaktah. asmatkrite ch paritushyati kachidanya dhikh taanch tanch madananch imaanch maanch..’’ he dayamayi! trishnavishavishoochika abhi kitana pareshan karegi? maan! mere pas isaki koee bhi saphal aushadh nahi dikhati. yah vilap, yah karunakrandan, aranyarodan n hona chahie. yah vilunthan yah bechaini aur bhishan aturata, yah anavasthiti mere prayatn se mitane vali nahian hai. moorkhatavash jise hriday kholakar dikhana chahate haian, use dekhane ka samay hi nahian aur dekhane ki ruchi bhi nahian hai. phir vahi shoony, bhishan davadagdh, nirjan, shoony arany ka rodan, dirgh shvas-niahshvas, artanad maan! tumhian sun lo. jo janm-janmantaroan tak sambandh n chho dane ka sankalp kar chuke haian, ve isi janm mean sath chho d gaye. unaki drishti bhav-bhangi mean parivartan, krantikari parivartan ho gaye. katar chitt kisi ki sadbhavana ki kalpana se kitana praphullit hota hai, yah bhi to ek bhagy ki bat hai. jivan mean hamane jisase rag kiya, vahi hamase viragi bana. jise pak dana chaha, usane hi bhagana chaha. jise nahian chaha, use bhale hi paya ho, parantu jis par prem kiya, vah mujhe thukarane mean sookhi hua. maan! ab bas le lo apane charanoan mean. yah avahelana, yah apaman kab tak sahaogi?

sanbandhit lekh

bhakti sudha -karapatri maharaj

kram sankhya

vishay

prishth sankhya

1.	bhagavatprapti	1
2.	namaroop ki upayogita	3
3.	ishtadev ki upasana	8
4.	manasi-aradhana	20
5.	sagunopasana mean saralata	24
6.	sankalpabal	28
7.	shri shivatatv	48
8.	shiv se shiksha	60
9.	shivaliangopasana-rahasy	63
10.	shri vishnu-tattv	88
11.	gayatri-tattv	97
12.	shri bhagavati-tattv	102
13.	buddhavatar ka prayojan	178
14.	gajendr-mukti	182
15.	shakti ka svaroop	188
16.	maan ke charanoan mean	194
17.	pith rahasy	226
18.	ganapati tattv	235
19.	avataramimaansa	247
20.	nirakar se sakar	255
21.	bhagavadavatar ka prayojan	275
22.	bharat hi mean avatar kyoan?	281
23.	jnan aur bhakti	287
24.	bhaktirasamritasvadan	327
25.	avyabhichar bhaktiyog	352
26.	sabase sage bhagavan	360
27.	chaturvidha bhajante	363
28.	bhagavachchharanagati se hi gati	367
29.	bhagavan ka avalamban anivary	372
30.	prematattv	375
31.	bhagavan aur prem	384
32.	bhagavatkathamrit	390
33.	prabhukripa	396
34.	nirbal ka bal	401
35.	karunalahari	408
36.	shriramajanm-rahasy	411
37.	shri ramabhadr ka dhyan	415
38.	shrikrishn-janm	422
39.	bhagavan ka mangalamay svaroop	428
40.	vibhishan-sharanagati	450
41.	shrikrishn balakri da	469
42.	sakshanmanmathamanmathah	486
43.	shrivrindavan mean varsha aur sharat	507
44.	venurav	512
45.	kiratiniyoan ka smararog	517
46.	venugit	525
47.	chiraharan	691
48.	vedant-rasasar	730
49.	nirgun ya sagun?	781
50.	vraj-bhoomi	797
51.	sarvasiddhant-samanvay	808
52.	kya eeshvar aur dharm bina kam chalega?	839
53.	shrirasalilarahasy	854
54.	shri rasapanchadhyayi	1142