vishay soochi
bhakti sudha -karapatri maharaj
shri rasapanchadhyayi
ve kahane lagian- ab to vah bat spasht ho gayi, dekho, yah kundamala ki sugandh a rahi hai, yah keval mala ki hi sugandh nahian kintu us dhoorta ke aang mean lage kuankum ka bhi isamean samavesh hai. ‘sakhiyo! ve to svayamh hamean chho dakar kahi jane vale nahian the, avashy kisi dhoorta ne hi unhean phansaya hai.’ doosari kahati hai- ‘sakhi! dekho, ve shyamasundar b de chhaliya haian, vastav mean ve kisi ke nahian. apane sundar sharir ko dikhakar unhoanne keval tumhare netroan ki sunirvriti, sanandata sampadit ki hai. isase ve tumhean akaanksha ya moh mean dal gaye. unake trilok manohar darshan se tumhare netr avashy saphal hue, unamean unaki vah tribhang-lalit chhavi avashy bas gayi, par man nahian bhara, hriday tarasata rah gaya. sundar vastu ke darshan matr se tripti nahian hoti. darshanabhav mean usake liye utkat utkantha bani rahati hai. ek ugr ruchi jagarit ho jati hai. kathanchith darshan ki abhilasha poori hone par ve kahian hriday mean bas gaye, to phir un priyatam prananath muralimanohar shyamasundar ke sparsh, parirambhanadi ki lalasa susthir ho jati hai aur man hota hai- ‘inhean antaratma mean, rom-rom mean basayean.’ kshanabhar mean vrajaanganaean harini ki or jhookakar kahati haian- ‘sakhi mrigaangane, ve tumhare netroan mean apani chhavi basakar chale gaye hoange, kyoanki tumhare netroan mean unaki shyamalata adi sphut hi pratit ho rahi hai. unaka yahi kam hai. ham unhean khoob janati haian. ve kulapati haian, vrajaanganayooth ke pati haian. ve kulapati hokar bhi ek preyasi ke rasavash hokar ham sabako chho dakar usi ke sath ho liye. yah kuankumamishrit kundamala ki sugandh hi isaka praman hai.’ is samay vrajaanganaoan ke prem-payodhi mean eershya ki lahar uth ayi. ve kahane lagian- ‘yah dekho anyany, ‘kian saiveka kanta n vayamh’ kya vahi ek unaki kanta hai, ham nahian; jo hamean chho dakar usake sath chale gaye? jo unhean bahakakar le gayi vahi preyasi hai, ham nahian? tum sakshi ho harini, dekho, yah kulapati ka kaisa anyay hai.’ manini vrajaanganaoan ki or se ye bhav haian. |
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