vishay soochi
bhakti sudha -karapatri maharaj
shri rasapanchadhyayi
apane roop, vesh adi se sarvatha shriji ke saman hone par bhi inhean shrishyamasundar vishayak poorvanurag tak nahian huaa, keval sammilit svaroop ka darshan hi abhipret raha, yah kitani niahsprihata hai. ‘kriya sarvapi saivatr paran kamo n vidyate.’ (shrivallabhachary) yah vishuddh prem hai. kam ko to batalaya ki vah kotikamakamaniy kishoramoorti shrivanamali ke darshanamatr se kam mohit ho moorchchhit ho gaya aur kanta banakar unaki seva karane ke liye tapasya karane chala gaya. ye paramapreshtha sakhi hai, inhean keval shrishyam ke darshan ki ichchha hi nahian hoti, ye to shriyugalakishor shyamashyama ka hi antarang darshan karake, jis yugal sammilit saundary lavanyasudha ka ve svayan bhi anubhav nahian kar sakate, usamean nirantar chhaki rahati haian. inamean svasukhitv ki gandh bhi nahian, ye keval tatsukhasukhitv-bhavana ki pratik hai. shrishyamashyam mean bhi paraspar tatsukhasukhitv ki hi bhavana hai. jahaan kahian shrinandanandan ki vibhorata ya vihvalata dekh p dati hai, vah shriji ke uddeshy se unhean prasann karane ke liye hi. isi tarah shriji ki bhi samast kriyaean isi uddeshy se hoti hai. paramapreshth antarang ye sakhi, jinhean kabhi kamagandh nahian, in donoan ke adbhut premanand-sudha sindhu mean sada magn rahati hai. lok mean to nayak-nayika-sammilan mean sanyojakoan ko hi eershya hoti hai, sambhali adi usaki adhikarini hi nahian. kintu yahaan to sarvatha shrikishori ji ke saman hote hue bhi yah sakhiyaan kabhi shrishyamasundar ke parirambhan ki ichchha tak nahian karatian. is prakar premanand sudhasindhu ke madhy mean nity vrindavan dham virajaman hai, usamean kadamb kusumit ho rahe haian, vahian vishal kamal vikasit haian, un par preshtha sakhi sthit hai, vahian nityanikunj mandir shobhit hai, usamean shriladili aur lalalila mugdh ho virajate haian. ye jab kabhi lilaviyog ke tivr tap mean vihvalata ka anubhav karate haian, tab ve sakhiyaan samprayog sudha ki srishti karake unhean tosh pahuanchati haian, unaki lila mean sahayak hoti haian. yah hai hit vishuddh anurag. |
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