shrikrishn lila ka chintan
66. apashakun dekhakar nand-yashoda evan balaram ji ka tatha any vrajavasiyoan ka nand nandan ke liye chintit ho ek sath dau d p dana aur shrikrishn ke charan-chihnoan ke sahare kalidah par ja pahuanchana aur vahaan ka hriday vidarak drishy dekhakar moorchchhit ho gir p dana
ek bar shrikrishnachandr ko dekh lene ki lalasa, apane pranasar sarvasv nilamani ko mano antim bar hi jis kisi avastha mean bhi nihar lene ki vasana matr unamean avashisht hai- bas, itana hi unhean smaran hai, isake atirikt aur kuchh bhi nahian. unake chirajivan ki sadhana, unake sneh ki srotasvini ekamatr shrikrishnachandr ki or hi sada aviram gati se hi prasarit hoti rahi hai. pratidan mean nilasundar ki or se sneh pane ki vasana ka bhi unamean atyant abhav raha hai. manav-vatsaly mean to phir bhi apani santati ke prati kartavy ki bhavana, kartavy palan se udbhoot atmatosh ki anubhooti aur bhavishy ke garbh mean sanchit, us apani santati ke dvara sneh-pratidan ki asha nyoonadhik roop se parivyapt rahati hi hai; kiantu ek pashu apane navajat shavak ko jis niravil andh sneh ka dan karata hai us pashu mean iti kartavyata ka bhan nahian, kartavy poorti jany atmatosh ko hridayangam karane ki shakti nahian, kal-pravah mean apane us shavak ke dvara upakrit hone ki supt vasana ki chhaya tak nahian, phir bhi pranoan ki jis utkantha se vah door gaye navajat shavak ki or dhavit hota hai, thik usi prakar ye vrajapur vasi, vrajadampati nitant andh vatsaly-sneh ki dhara mean bahate hue sneh dan mean us pashu ke shavak-vatsaly ki samata dharan kiye hue ‘pashuvrittayah’ dau de ja rahe haian. kahaan jana hai, kis sthal par jane se unhean apane pranadhan nilasundar ke darshan hoange, yah bhi unhean pata nahian. par ek sootr mean bandhe hue se, abal-vriddh, sabhi atyant drut gati se ek or hi agrasar ho rahe haian. pur sundariyoan ka kesh-bandhan unmukt ho chuka hai, avarak vastr ast-vyast ho chuke haian, gopoan ki shikhaean khul gayi haian pad-pad par skhalit hote, bhoomi par girate-uthate ve sab chale ja rahe haian. |
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