shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari157. mahatma haridas ji ka golokagaman
dopahar ho chuka tha, prabhu ka sevak govind nity ki bhaanti mahaprasad lekar haridas ke pas pahuancha. roj vah haridas ji ko asan par baithe hue nam-jap karate pata tha. usadin usane dekha haridas ji samane ke takht par aankh band kiye hue let rahe haian. unake shrimukh se ap hi ap nikal raha tha- hare ram hare ram ram ram hare hare. hare krishn hare krishn krishn krishn hare hare.. govind ne dhir se kaha- haridas ! utho, aj kaise susti mean p de ho.’ kuchh sambhram ke sath chauankakar aankhean kholate hue bharraee avaj mean haridas ji ne poochha- ‘kaun?’ govind ne kaha- ‘koee nahian, maian hooan govind. kyoan kya hal hai? p de kaise ho? prasad laya hooan, la prasad pa lo.’ kuchh kshin svar mean haridas ji ne kaha- ‘prasad laye ho? prasad kaise paooan?’ govind ne kuchh mamata ke svar mean kaha- ‘kyoan, kyoan, bat kya hai, bataoan to sahi. tabiyat to achchhi hai n?’ haridas ji ne phir usi prakar vishannatayukt vani mean kaha- ‘haan, tabiyat achchhi hai, kintu aj nam jap ki sankhya poori nahian huee. bina sankhya poori kiye prasad kaise paooan? tum le aye ho to ab prasad ka apaman karate bhi nahian banata.’ yah kahakar unhoanne prasad ko pranam kiya aur usamean se ek kan lekar mukh mean dal liyo. govind chala gaya, usane sab hal mahaprabhu se jakar kaha. doosare din sada ki bhaanti samudrasnan karake prabhu haridas ji ke ashram mean gaye. us samay bhi haridas ji jamin par p de jhapaki le rahe the. pas mean hi mitti ke karave mean jal bhara rakha tha. aj ashram sada ki bhaanti jha da-buhara nahian gaya tha. idhar-udhar koo da p da tha, makkhiyaan bhinak rahi thian prabhu ne avaj dekar poochha- 'haridas ji ! tabiyat kaisi hai? sharir to svasth hai n? haridas ji ne chauankakar prabhu ko pranam kiya aur kshin svar mean kaha-‘sharir to svasth hai. man svasth nahian hai.’ prabhu ne poochha- ‘kyoan man ko kya klesh hai, kis bat ki chianta hai?’ usi prakar dinata ke svar mean haridas ji ne kaha- ‘yahi chinta hai prabho ! ki nam ki sankhya ab poori nahian hoti.’ prabhu ne mamata ke svar mean kuchh bat par jor dete hue kaha- ‘dekho, ab tum itane vriddh ho gaye ho. bahut hath thik nahian hoti. nam ki sankhya kuchh kam kar do. tumhare liye kya sankhya aur kya jap? tum to nityasiddh purush ho, tumhare sabhi kary keval lokashiksha ke nimitt hote haian.’ |
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