shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari
147. nilachal mean sanatan ji
mahaprabhu inake manobhav ko samajh gaye. ve ek din bhakhtoan ke sahit akar sanatan ji se batean karane lage.
unhhoanne batoan-hi batoan mean kaha- 'sanatan! sharir thyag ne se tumane khya labh socha hai? manushhy ka antim purusharth prabhu prapti hai, yadi sharir thyag ne se prabhu prapti ho sake, to maian to hajaroan bar sharir dharan karake unhhean thyag ne ko taiyar hooan. is prakar sharir thyagana tamasi pravriti hai. jo sansari tapoan se khinhn hokar kisi karan se sharir se oobakar pran thyag dete haian, unaki sadagati nahian hoti. unhean phir karmoan ke bhog ke nimitt asuri prakriti ke sharir dharan karane hote haian. sharir ka sadaprayog shrikrishhn sankirtan karane mean hi hai. yadi asuri prakriti ke sharir dharan karane hote haian. sharir ka sadupayog shri krishhn sankirtan karane mean hi hai. yadi bhagavanhnamachinhtan aur shmaran bana rahata hai to phir sharir kaisi bhi dasha mean rahe, viveki purusho ko sharir ki kuchh bhi parava n karani chahiye.'
prabhu ki bat sunakar nicha sir kiye hue sanatan ji ne kaha- 'prabho! is bekar aur apavitr sharir ko rakhavakar ap isase khya karana chahate haian? isase to ab doosaroan ko du:kh ke siva kisi prakar ka labh nahian pahuanchata.'
prabhu ne kaha- 'tumhhean hani-labh se khya? tum to apane sharir ko mujhe sauanp chuke. dan ki huee vashtu ko lautakar koee usaka manamana upayog kar sakata hai? tumhhare jane maian isaka kuchh bhi upayog karooan, tumhhean ise nashht karane ka adhikar nahian hai. isase mujhe b de -b de kam karane haian.'
sanatan ji ne dhire se kaha- 'prabho! apaki ajna ka ulhlanghan karane ki shakti hi kisamean hai? jaisi ap ajna kareange, vahi maian karooanga.
is prakar sanatan ji ko samajha-bujhakar prabhu bhaktoan ke sahit shthan ke liye chale gaye.
sanatan ji ne athmaghat ka vichar to parithyag kar diya, kinhtu prabhu ke aliangan karane ke karan unhhean sada sakoanch bana rahata. ve sada prabhu se bache hi rhate kinhtu prabhu unhhean khojakar aliangan karate. isase ve sada vhyathit-se bane rahate. ek din unhhoanne apani manovhyatha puri mean hi prabhu ke samip nivas karane vale jagadananhd pandit se kahi.
jagadananhd ji ne kaha- 'apaka puri mean hi rahana thik nahian hai. ashadh mean rath yatra ke darshan karake yahaan se sidhe vrinhdavan chale jaiye. apake liye prabhu ne vahi desh diya hai, us prabhudatt desh mean jakar bhagavanhnam-jap karate hue samay vhyatit kijiye.'
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