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shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari
147. nilachal mean sanatan ji
sanatan ji ne pashhchattap ke shvar mean kaha- prabho! maian unaki nishhtha apake samhmukh khya bataooan. kahane ko to ve hamare chhote bhaee the, kinhtu nishhtha mean ve ham donoan se badhakar the. unaki-jaisi nishhtha mainean aj tak kisi mean bhi nahian dekhi. hamari to nishhtha hi khya, unake samane hamari nishhtha to nahian ke hi saman hai. ve sada hamare sath rahate aur tinoan hi milakar shrimadbhagavat ki katha suna karate. unake ishhtadev shri sita-ram ji the. ham donoan ne ek din pariksha se nimitt unase kaha- 'anoop! tum shvayan samajhadar ho, shri ramachanhdr ji ki lilaoan ki apeksha shri krishhnachanhdr ji ki lilaoan mean adhik madhury hai, isaliye tum shri krishhn ko hi apana upashyadev khyoan nahian bana lete. isase tinoan hi bhaee shri krishhnopasak hokar sath-hi-sath upasana-bhajan aur kirtan kiya kareange.' ve ham donoan ka athyadhik adar karate the; hamari bat ko unhhoanne kabhi nahian tala. hamare aise kathan ko unhhoanne shvikar kar liya aur kaha- 'ap donoan bhaee hi mere guru, mata-pita tatha shikshak haian. ap jaisa kaheange vaisa hi karuanga. kal mujhe krishhnamanhtr ki hi diksha de dena. 'itana kahakar ve sone chale gaye. hamane dekha, ve ratri bhar hay-hay karate rahe, ek kshan ko bhi nahian soye. prat: kal unhhoanne akar hamase kaha- 'bhaiyo! maian khya karooan, yah sir to maian shri sitaram ji ke mean chadha chuka. ratri ko maianne bahut cheshhta ki ki us chadhaye hue sir ko phir se lauta looan, kinhtu meri himhmat nahi p di. maian is sharir ko prasanhnata poorvak thyag sakata hooan, kinhtu mujhase shri sitaram ji ki upasana n chho di jayagi.' unaki aisi aikantik nishhtha ko dekhakar hamean param ashhchary hua aur apani nishhtha ko bar-bar dhikhkar ne lage. so, prabho! ve mere bhaee sachamuch hi anoop the, unaki upama kisi se di hi nahian ja sakati.'
prabhu ne kaha- 'yatharth nishhtha to isi ka nam hai. thik isi prakar maianne shri ramopasak murari gupht se bhi yahi bat kahi thi aur unhhoanne bhi yahi uthtar diya tha. sevhy- sevak ka bhav isi prakar aikantik aur dridh hona chahiye, jo kisi prakar ke bhi pralobhan ane par hil n sake. tabhi prabhu prem ki prapti ho sakati hai.' is prakar prabhu bahut der tak shri sanatan ji se batean karate rahe. anht mean unhhean vahian haridas ji ke hi samip rahane ka adesh dekar ap apane shthan ke liye chale gaye aur govinhd ke hathoan donoan ke hi liye shri jaganhnath ji ka mahaprasad bhijavaya. is prakar sanatan ji puri mean hi haridas ji ke samip rahane lage. prabhu niyamit roop se in donoan ko dekhane ke liye aya karate the.
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