shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari112. prem ras lolup bhramar bhakhtoan ka agaman
mahaprabhu inake prati athyadhik shneh tha. mahaprabhu ke manogat bhavoan ko jis uttamata ke sath ye samajh lete the, us prakar koee bhi unake bhavoan ko nahian samajh sakata tha. ‘amuk vishay mean mahaprabhu ki khya samhmati hogi.’ ise ye yoan hi saralatapoorvak bata dete the aur isamean pray: bhool hoti hi nahian thi. mahaprabhu ko bhaktivihin bhajan, kavhy athava pad sunane se ghrina thi, isaliye mahaprabhu ko kuchh sunane ke poorv vah shvaroopadamodar ko suna diya jata. unaki ajna prapht hone par hi vah pichhe se prabhu ko sunaya jata. jaise ye gamhbhir-prakriti, shanht aur ekanhtapriy the vaise hi inaka kanhth bhi b da madhur aur surila tha. ye mahaprabhu ko vidyapati thakur, mahakavi chanhdidas ke pad tatha git-govinhd adi bhakti samhbanhdhi granhthoan ke shhlok ga gakar sunaya karate the. prabhu jab tak inake padoan ko nahi sun lete the. tab tak unaki tripti nahian hoti thi. inake gun anant haian. mahaprabhu unhean hi jan sakate the. unhhean mahaprabhu hi jan sakate the. isiliye mahaprabhu ko inake agaman se sabase adhik prasanhnata huee. prabhu kahane lage- ‘tum a gaye, isase mujhe kitani prasanhnata hooee, use vhyakht karane mean maian asamarth hooan, sachamuch tumhhare bina maian anhdha tha. tumane akar hi mujhe alok pradan kiya hai. maian sada tumhhare vishay mean shvaphn mean dekha tha ki tum a gaye ho aur kh de kh de musakara rahe ho, so sachamuch hi aj tum a gaye. tumane yah b da hi uttam kary kiya jo yahaan chale aye. ab mujhe chho dakar mat chale jana.’ premapoorn shvar se dhire dhire shvaroopadamodar ne kaha- ‘prabho ! maian shvayan apake charanoan mean a hi kaise sakata hooan. jab mere pap uday hue tabhi to apake charanoan se prithak hokar maian anhyatr chala gaya. ab jab apane anugrah karake bulaya hai, to barabas apake premapash mean bandha hua chala aya hooan aur jab tak charanoan mean rakheange, tab tak maian kahian anhyatr ja hi kaise sakata hooan?’ yah kahakar shvaroop prabhu ke charanoan mean gir p de. mahaprabhu unhhean uthakar unaki pith par dhire dhire hath pherate rahe. us din se shvaroopadamodar sada prabhu ke samip hi bane rahe. |
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