shri shrichaitany-charitavali -prabhudatt brahmachari73. bhaktoan ki lilaean
hay! kitani bhari kathorata hai! bhakt devi! tere charanoan mean koti-koti namaskar hai. jis prem aur bhakti mean itani bhari snigdhata aur sarasata hai, usamean kya itani bhari kathorata bhi rah sakati hai? jisaka ekamatr pranoan se bhi pyara, nayanoan ka tara, sampoorn ghar ko prakashit karane vala ikalauta putr mar gaya ho aur usaka mrit deh mata ke sammukh hi p da ho, us mata se kaha jata hai ki too aansoo bhi nahian baha sakati. jor se rokar apane hriday ki jvala ko bhi kam nahian kar sakati. kitana bhari anyay hai, kaisi nirday ajna hai? kitani bhari kathorata hai? kiantu bhakt ko apane ishhtadev ki prasannata ke nimitt sab kuchh karana p data hai. patiparayana bechari malini devi man masosakar chup ho gayi! usane apani chhati par patthar rakhakar kaleje ko k da kiya. bhitar ki jvala ko bhitar hi roka aur aansuoan ko poanchhakar chup ho gayi. patni ke chup ho jane par shrivas dhire-dhire use samajhane lage- ‘is bachche ka isase badhakar aur b da bhari saubhagy kya ho sakata hai, jo sakshat gauraang jab aangan mean nrity kar rahe haian, tab isane sharir-tyag kiya hai. mahaprabhu hi to sabake svami haian. unaki upasthiti mean sharir-tyag karana kya kam saubhagy ki bat hai?’ char gh di ratri bitane par bachche ki mrityu huee thi. adhi ratri se kuchh adhik samay tak bhaktagan usi prakar kirtan karate rahe, kiantu itani b di bat aur kitani der tk chhipi rah sakati hai. dhire-dhire bhaktoan mean yah bat phailane lagi. ek se doosare ke kan mean pahuanchati, jo bhi sunata, vahi kirtan band karake chup ho jata. is prakar dhire-dhire sabhi bhakt chup ho gaye. dhol-karatal adi sabhi vady bhi ap-se-ap hi band ho gaye. prabhu ne bhi nrity band kar diya. is prakar kirtan ko ap-se-ap hi band hote dekhakar prabhu shrivas ki or dekhate hue kuchh kahane lage- ‘pandit ji! apake ghar mean koee durghatana to nahian ho gayi hai? n jane kyoan hamara man sankirtan mean nahian lag raha hai. hriday mean ek prakar ki khalabali-si ho rahi hai.’ |
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