vishay soochi
shrikrishn lila ka chintan
55. brahma ji dvara ki gayi stuti evan prarthana
us samay bhi prabhu ke charan mere liye sukhasevy n ho sake; kiantu aj kisi anirvachaniy saubhagy se bhakt vatsal prabhu bal gopal ke charan mere samaksh haian is roop mean haian ki maian inhean yathechchh apane hriday par dharan kar apani chir lalasa ko poorn kar sakooan. is bar ki lila mean brihadvan ki vrindakanan ki dhara ne, dhara ke vakshahsthal par sthit tarugulm-lataoan ne in balyalila bihari ke anavrit charanoan ka sparsh paya hai. aur to kya-kit, patang, bhriangoan ne bhi u d-u dakar in charan saroruh ka madhur manohari ghran prapt kiya hai, sparsh-sukh se ve unmatt hue haian. prabhu mujhe bhi is bar vanchit nahian hi rakheange. par ah! mere liye to maryada ki rok lagi hai. jo mere janmadata pita haian, jinake nabhipadm se mera pradurbhav hua hai, jo mere upadeshta haian, jinake upadisht mantr ki maian upasana karata hooan, jo mere svami hai, jinake niyantran mean hi vishv ka srijan karata hooan, unhean balak kahakar sambodhan kaise karooan, in pita-guru svami ko pahale balak batalakar phir charan-sharan dan ki prarthana kaise karooan? shishtamaryada ke viparit mera yah acharan kaise kshamy hoga? sath hi bal-gopal ki lilamadhuri ke asvadan ka lobh parityag kar sakooan, yah bhi sambhav nahian. kya karooan? kaise kahooan prabhu se..........................’is prakar-kshan bhi n laga pitamah itani adhik bat soch gaye. ve vyakul ho uthe. phir to shrikrishnachandr ki kripa shakti ne apane-ap srashta ki bhavana ko akshunn rakhate hue hi balyabhav ke upayukt shabd yojana kar di aur chaturmukh ke mukh se nikal p da- ‘in laghu komal padapadm vale prabhu ke liye pranam hai!’ |
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sanbandhit lekh
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