bhagavan vasudev -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
kubja ki pratiksha
bhagavan vasudev ki jay! is tumul ghosh se mathura ka gagan gooanj utha. nagar ke nar nari rajapath ya rajapath ke bhavanoan par ekatr ho ge. ram krishn gurukul se adhyayan samapt karake laute. vah nagar sajja, vah svagat sambhar. vah path par pushpoan ke sath laja durvaankur, pushp evan keshar chandan ki varsha, viproan ka svasti path, shankh evan vadyoan ka tumulanad– sab hota raha, kiantu kubja kahaan jaye. vah grih se nikale aur ve yahaan a jaean to? use kisi mahotsav mean jane ka avakash kahaan. grih sajja, archan samagri, shrriangar sab to use prastut rakhana hai–ve ate hoange. ve guru grih se laute haian. mata pita haian, bandhu baandhav haian, sachiv–sabhasad haian, pata nahian, kaun–kaun haian. unase milane ko atur. ve b de saral, b de udar haian. kisi ko nirash nahian kar pate. unhean avakash nahian mila ab tak. ab aveange. kya hua jo kuchh din nahian a sake–ab aveange hi.
unhean n ana hota to ane ko kahate hi kyoan? ve aveange– avashy aveange. aise ho nahian sakata ki kah kar n avean. din bitata hai, ratri bitati hai, kiantu kubja ki pratiksha thakati nahian.
kitana samman diya unhoanne is tuchchh dasi ko. abhi kal ki hi to bat lagati hai–kitane sneh se aangarag maanga tha. kaise bholepan se sammukh a kh de hue the. unake bhal kapoloan par vah aang rag lepan. kitani tvara se usake donoan pair daba lie charanoan se aur chibuk par unaki aanguliyoan ka sparsh–tanik–sa jhataka laga aur janm ki yah koob di sidhi ho gee. sammukh kh de sasmit un trailoks suandar ne muskara kar kaha tha–maian tumhare ghar aooanga. vah pratiksha kar rahi hai– atur pratiksha. us mayoor mukuti ki pratiksha hi to ki ja sakati hai. us chirachapal ko koee kahaan dhooandhe. jiv ka koee bhi sadhan kitana bhi utkrisht, kitane bhi dirgh kal ka sadhan kya use ane ko vivash karane mean samarth hai? yug-yug ki tapasya sadhan se bhi to tapasvi, yogindr, munindr use pana mean samarth nahian hote. vahi kripa karake ave to mile. usaki-usaki kripa ki pratiksha hi to karani hai. us dhany kshan ki pratiksha–yah pratiksha hi to samast sadhanoan ka param rahasy hai. vah anant karun varunalay, var akaran kripasiandhu, sarvasuhrid–vah kab kripa kripan hua hai. vah nahian aya, isaka arth hi hai ki abhi usako pane ki pipasa pranoan mean jagi nahian. pranoan mean pyas jage aur vah n ave, yah kabhi sambhav nahian. maian jaooanga! maian tumhare ghar–tumhare samip svayan jaooanga. usane agraj ke, sakhaoan ke sammukh sairandhri ko vachan diya hai. kise vachan nahian diya hai usane. shruti usaki vani nahian hai? jiv matr ko hi to usaka vachan prapt hai, lekin pratiksha-akul pranoan ki satat jagarook pratiksha kahaan jagi. pratiksha jage aur shyam n ave, vah door bana rahe, yah usase ho nahian sakata. kubja ke pranoan mean pratiksha jag chuki hai. utkat, aharnianshi, akath, nirasha ko pad dalit karake prabuddh pratiksha! kab tak krishn nahian aveange? ve aveange hi. unhoanne vachan jo diya hai. |
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