shri dvarikadhish -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'
88. vida
'tum par sada mujhe atishay sneh raha hai. ab yah tumhara antim janm hai. tumhean ab aur koee sharir nahian prapt hoga. moksh tumhara svaroop hai. doosare kisi ke lie bhi durlabh svatm-prakashak jnan maian tumhean deta hooan. jo maianne srishti ke prarambh mean padmayoni ke pralayabdhi mean ekaki kamal par baithe unhean diya tha. is jnan ko hi vidvan tattvajn bhagavat kahate haian.' is prakar adar evan sneh poorvak shrikrishnachandr ke kahane par uddhav ka poora sharir romaanchit ho gaya. unake netroan se ashrudhara chalane lagi. gadgad kanth se unhoanne us jnanopadesh ki prarthana ki. kisi ke pair mean kaanta lag jata hai to usaki pi da vyakti ko bechain kar deti hai. tanik b da kaanta laga ho to kya poochhana aur jinake pair mean kabhi kil chubh gayi ho vahi usaki pi da samajh sakate haian. shrikrishnachandr ke vam pad tal ke thik madhy mean ban laga tha aur usaka poora phal charan mean bhitar chubha tha. us ban ka nikalane ka koee prayatn unhoanne nahian kiya tha kintu pi da, bechaini ka koee chihn vahaan nahian tha. ve vaise hi svasth, shant baithe the aur usi prakar gambhir vani bol rahe the jaise dvarika mean apane sadan mean upadesh kar rahe hoan. maharshi maitrey ke sunate hue un yogeshvar ne uddhav ko bhagavat ke tattvajnan ka bhakti ka bhi vistar se upadesh kiya. bina kisi tvara ke shrikrishn ki vani se vah jnanamrit ki dhara ajastr pravahit hoti rahi. yah upadesh lagabhag madhyanhakal tak chalata raha. uddhav ko sthan, samay, sharir ki koee sudhi nahian thi. ve us nadamrit ke shravan mean ekachitt ho rahe the. ant mean upadesh samapt karake unhean janardan ne phir premapoorvak badarinath jane ka adesh diya. maharshi maitrey ko mastak jhukakar keshav ne kaha- 'vidur apaka darshan kareange. ve bhagavatachary dharmaraj hi haian. ap kripa karake unhean is tattvajnan ka upadesh kar dena.' bhagavan bhaktavatsal, bhaktaik pran hai. unhean is lok ke tyag ke samay antim roop mean koee smaran aya to ve mahabhag vidur ji the. maharshi maitrey vibhor ho gaye, yah shrikrishn ki priti vidur par dekhakar aur unhean upadesh karane ka vachan dekar uth kh de hue. ab vahaan rukana uchit nahian tha. uddhav ne shridvarikadhish ki parikrama ki. unake charanoan se pranipat kiya. unaka hriday jnan prapt karake shant, nirmal, anandapoorn ho chuka tha kintu shrikrishnachandr ka viyog phir bhi vyakul kiye de raha tha. kisi prakar uddhav bar-bar pranam karake un shrinivas ke sasneh agrah ko svikar karake vahaan se vida hue. |
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