shrikrishn lila ka chintan
70. kaliy dvara shrikrishn ki stuti aur shrikrishn ki use hnad chho dakar samudr mean chale jane ki ajna tatha garu d ke bhay se mukti dan; kaliy evan usaki patniyoan dvara shrikrishn ki archana tatha unase vida lekar ramanak-dvip ke liye prastan
shrikrishnachandr ki yah param madhur kalyanamayi vani kaliy ke karn randhroan mean bhi pravisht ho rahi hai; kiantu ab to usaka bhi hriday bhar aya hai. atit ke aganit varshoan ki ghatanaean, apane bahirmukh jivan ka pravah aur abhi-abhi vrajendr nandan ke dvara paye hue anirvachaniy saubhagy-dan ki niravil sukhanubhooti- donoan ke atyant jivant pratichitr hritpat par jhalamal kar rahe haian pashchattap ki dussah vyatha, paramanand ka aparisim udvelan donoan kramashah, nahian-nahian, ek sath hi usake pranoan ko abhibhoot kar rahe haian vah soch raha hai- ‘is mahamali sarpadeh mean adhyast rah kar, isase sambaddh samast vastuoan mean apane-paraye ki bhavana se satat bhavit rah kar n jane kahaan-se-kahaan bahata raha hooan, apani is tapomayi jivan-dhara mean bahate hue n jane kitani koti-koti nrishans karm rashiyoan ka nirman maianne kiya hai. phir bhi in samane avasthit karuna varunalay prabhu vrajaraj nandan ne mujhe apane charan sarojoan ki shital shantam chhaya ka dan kiya hi! pran dharan saphal ho gaya mera. par hay! yah hua us antim muhoort jabaki maian, bas, turant is age ke kuchh kshanoan mean hi svechchha ya anichchha se- mrityu ko varan karane ja raha hooan, hnad ki sima ke us par kaliy nam se abhihit is sharir ka sada ke liye avasan hone ja raha haian pakshiraj garu d pratiksha hi kar rahe hoange meri. aur yadyapi is vinashvar tamomay sarp-sharir ko to sachamuch ab chinta hi kya hai, meri ek matr nidhi, in mere aradhy dev shrikrishnachandr ko pa lene ke anantar ab kya bhay hai; kiantu pranoan ki yah navin abhilasha to hay! apoorn hi rah gayi. mera karm vipak mujhe sharir to de sakata hai, par oh! shrikrishn charan saroruh se sprisht hue sharir ki upalabdhi mujhe kahaan hogi? |
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