prem satsang sudha mala
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68- man lagana koee b di bat nahian hai. kee bar kaha ja chuka hai ki yadi ap sachamuch vrajalila mean man lagana chaheange to shrikrishn ki kripa se yah itana asan hai ki bas, chakit rah jaiyega. sochiyega- yamuna hai, yamuna ka jal hava ke jhokoan se hil raha hai, isaka bis sekand chintan kijiye. phir dekhiye- sundar ghat hai; nilam, panne, maniky se j da hua ghat sandhyakalin soory ki kiranoan mean cham-cham kar raha hai, isamean bhi bis sekand lagaiye. phir dekhiye- ghat ki sidhiyaan haian, ek, do, tin, char...........is prakar sidhiyoan ko ginane mean bis sekand. phir dekhiye- ghat par vraj sundariyaan gh de bhar rahi haian. gh doan mean pani bhara raha hai, yamuna ke jal se gh de bhar rahe haian- isake chintan mean bis sekand. phir dekhiye- vraj sundariyaan gh doan ko sir par utha-uthakar rakh rahi haian, is uthane ki kriya ko bis sekand tak dekhiye. phir sochiye, door par shrikrishn kh de haian aur gopiyaan apas mean unaki or ishara kar rahi haian. is ishare ki kriya mean bis sekand. is prakar anant chijean apako mileangi, jinamean man ko nirantar phansaye rakh sakate haian. kabhi kuchh, kabhi kuchh, kabhi kuchh. phir hoga yah ki apaka man hi vrindavan ban jayaga. vahaan din-rat madhuratam lila chalati rahegi. yahaan bhale hi pralay hota rahe, par apaka man madhur vrindavan mean sair karata rahega; kiantu chah rakhakar, lagan se tatparatapoorvak karane se yah hoga. phir kuchh bhi ho, apaka sharir aur man sab vrindavan mean haian, apako kya fikr hai? bhavana dridh hone par b di sundar anubhooti hogi. dahine drishti daliyega, aian, yahaan to meanhadi ki katar hai. bayean dekhiyega, aian, yahaan to joohi-bela khil rahe haian. pichhe dekhiyega- yahaan to yamuna lahara rahi haian, aur samane- yahaan to shriradhaji ka mahal hai. yahi akash apako vrindavan ka akash dikhega. 69- jaise sandhya hoti hai, bas, vaise hi shrigopiyaan shrikrishn se milan ke liye apane pranoan ki vyakulata lekar apana shrriangar karana prarambh karati haian, par unaka yah shrriangar kabhi bhi apane sukh ke liye nahian hota. unake man mean apane sukh ki koee vasana hi nahian hoti. gopi prem ka yahi visheshatatv hai, vahaan apane sukh ki kamana ki gandh bhi nahian hai. |
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tika tippani aur sandarbh
varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj