vishay soochirasapanchadhyayi -svami akhandanand sarasvati‘laut-jao’ sunakar gopiyoan ki dasha ka varnanab dekho sharir ki ye dasha huee ki paanv se dharati khodane lagian aur iandriy ki kya dasha huee- ‘astrairupattamashibhiah’ aankhoan mean aansoo a gaye aur kajal jo lagaya hua tha vah kapol par bahane laga. aur jo man mean anand tha usaki jagah ab duahkh chha gaya. behoshi hone lagi, apane hosh kho baithian. ye behoshi ka chihn nahian hai, preyasi ka chihn hai. shrikrishn se milan ki tivr akaanksha. bolana band ho gaya. anand ki jagah duahkh chha gaya aankhoan mean aansoo a gaye, shrriangar bah gaya, paanvoan se dharati khodane lagian, hoanth sookhane lage, lambi-lambi shvas chalane lagi, muanh latak gaya. ye gopiyoan ki dasha huee. jab krishn ne kaha ki laut jao, to gopiyoan ke man mean aya ki shyamasundar, muralimanohar, pitambaradhari, jo hamara param priyatam hai, usaka svabhav to b da komal hai, hamare hriday mean usake lie jitana prem hai usase bhi hajaraguna, lakhaguna, karo daguna, prem usake hriday mean hai; aj yah itana kathor kyoan ho raha hai? isamean usaka dosh to nahi ho sakata, hamara hi durbhagy hai, hamari hi badakismati hai, koee n koee dosh hamara hi hoga. tab kya karana chahie? ek ne kaha- ao isaka paanv pak date haian, doosari ne kaha- nahian sakhi paanv mat pak do, kisi bhi tarah shir oopar uthao, aankh se aankh milegi to muskura dega. tisari boli- ao, prativratamh karean. are, jab yah bolane par utaroo hai, to ham bhi bol lean, athava yah jab hamare sath katubartav barat rahe haian to ham bhi katuta baratean, ao, vraj mean laut chalean. dekho, phir ye dau dakar hamako manate haian ki nahian manate. pata to chal jay ki unake dil mean kya hai? ek ne kaha pran hi tyag dean! unake samane pran tyag karean, athava inako paroksh mean tyag karean? kahian aisa to nahian hai ki isane hamako takaraya ho? kya ham kisi doosari tarah ki to nahian lag rahi haian? ek gopi kahati haian ki bat aisi to nahian hai. kya phark p d gaya hamare? bhaee! soch-samajhakar kadam uthana chahie ki hamako kya karana chahie. itani kathor vani sunane ke bad bhi ham jinda rahati haian ya nahian- kya yah dekhane ke lie aisi bat karate haian? aj maloom hota hai hamare mukh par jo saundary-madhury rahata hai tha vo aj nahi hai. usi ko dekhakar rijh jate the, prasann ho jate te. aj kya ho gaya? aj hamane apana muanh hi kahaan dekha? |
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sanbandhit lekh
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