prem satsang sudha mala
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pady ka bhavarth yah hai-shrigopi athava shriradhaji kahati haian- ‘sakhi! bar-bar smriti ho rahi hai. vah bolana, milana, chalana, musakate hue dekhana, priti ki riti, pyarabhari chaturata bar-bar yad a jati hai. sandhya ke samay shyamasundar gayoan ke sath ate the, us samay unaki manohar chhabi dekhakar aisa pratit hota tha mano sundarata roopi anandamay-amritamay samudr lahara raha ho aur tarunata (kishoravastha) roopi tarange usamean jhalamal-jhalamal kar rahi hoan. shyamasundar ka ek-ek aang kya tha, mano kamadev ki sena ho. dhiraj barabas chhoot jata tha. aankhoan par kisi aang ki chhabi p date hi maloom p data tha mano shyamasundar roop jadoogar ne tona pheanka ho. samast jagath ko mohane vali kanhaee apane aangoan ki chhabi ka tona pheankakar hamean mohit kar lete the. ek din maian van mean, gahan van mean bhool gayi thi- un prasangoan ki yad kar-karake mrityu ka-sa duahkh hota hai. itane mean hi achanak shyamasundar aye aur mand-mand musakakar meri bhujaoan ko pak dakar mujhe kanth se laga liya.’ pad ke in bhavoan par ekant mean baithakar vichar kijiye. vichar karate samay man mean ek ras ki dhara bah uthegi. ap usamean n jane kahaan-se-kahaan bah jayange. 62-sabhi premamayi lila tatha sabhi aishvaryamayi lila, samast lilaoan ka adhar bhagavanh shrikrishn ki hladini shakti shriradhaji hi haian. shrikrishn lila ka asvad lete haian aur shriradhaji lila ka asvad karati haian. aishvaryamayi lila ke bhi jaise anant star haian, vaise hi premamayi lila ke bhi anant star haian. vrajalila mean gvalabaloan ke sath jo lila hoti hai, shrigopijanoan ke sath jo lila hoti hai tatha shriradhaji ke sath- keval ek shriradhaji ke sath jo lila hoti hai, in tinoan mean b da antar hota hai. in tinoan lilaoan mean bhi kee star haian. in staroan ka anubhav premi sadhak ki sadhana par hi nirbhar rahata hai. jo jitana ooancha hota hai, vah utane hi ooanche star ka anubhav karata hai. in tin lilaoan mean jo gop- gval bal ke sang ki lila hai, usaka anubhav to kuchh bhagyavanh sant kar pate haian, yadyapi unaki sankhya bhi bahut kam hi hai. par shrigopijanoan ke sath ki lila ka anubhav karane vale sant to bahut hi tho de hote haian. tatha shriradhaji ke sath jo lila hoti hai, us lila ka anubhav karane vale to ine-gine kuchh birale hi hote haian. bat kar lena asan hai. |
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