vishay soochi
shrigitagovindamh -shril jayadev gosvami
ashtam: sarg:
vilakshyalakshmipati:
saptadash: sandarbh:
17. gitamh
padyanuvad balabodhini- ab khandita hone par bhi radhika praudhatv ka alamban karake shrikrishn par akshep karati huee kahati hai he kitav! he kapati! tumhara avalokan n karane par tumhare agaman ki pratiksha karate-karate mere suvikhyat pranay ka ab vichchhed hone ja raha hai. tumhara vichchhedajanit du:kh bhi mujhe anirvachaniy jaisa hi ho raha hai, kaise kahooan, jivan-maran ka prashn-sa lag gaya hai, kaisa sankat upasthit hua hai, n ji pa rahi hooan, n mar pa rahi hooan. he dhoort! tumhean is dasha mean dekhakar mujhe shok bhi utana nahian hota, jitani ki lajja anubhoot hoti hai. apane jis kamini ke sath raman kiya, usake charanoan ko apane vaksh:sthal par dharan kiya, usake pairoan ki mahavar se apaka vaksh:sthal rag-ranjit ho gaya hai. is arunoday kal mean sandhyakalin arun-dyuti ko dekhakar aisa lag raha hai ki jo anurag apane apane hriday mean vahan kiya tha, vah aj bahar prakat ho gaya hai. jahaan ap kaustubhamani dharan kiya karate the, vahaan us preyasi upabhog chihnoan ko dekhakar maian lajja se gadhi ja rahi hooan. jis anany pranay ke apar garv se maian amaryadit roop se ahladit hua karati thi, apane apane is garhit acharan se us prem ka sootr hi to d diya, usaka upabhog karake apako lajja bhi nahian ati. dhany ho krishn! chale jao! he chhaliya! maianne tumase hi kyoan priti ki? prastut shlok mean shikharini chhand hai. agrim shlok mean shrikrishn ne vichar kiya itana prayatn karake bhi shriradha ke atyant pragadh man ka nirbandh door nahian ho raha hai. at: ab banshi dooti ki sahayata leni p degi. doosara koee upay nahian soojh raha hai, banshi-dhvani se radhika ka man avashy hi door hoga aisa vicharakar kavi jayadev banshidhvani ke dvara ashirvad ka vistar kar rahe haian. |
tika tippani aur sandarbh
sanbandhit lekh
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