प्रेम सत्संग सुधा माला पृ. 120

prem satsang sudha mala

is prakar dridh nishchay hote hi shrikrishn ki sari kripa sadhak ke oopar bahane lagati hai. lila ek-se-ek sundar tatha ek-se-ek akarshak- badhiya haian, akarshak haian, par sabhi mean man ki avashyakata hogi hi. ap-jaise mere pas ate haian; ab yadi aisa niyam kar lean ki apani poori shakti lagakar ek-dedh ghanta jab tak inake pas baithooanga, tab tak ye jaise-jaise likhate jayange, usaka poora-poora chitr baandhane ki cheshta karooanga hi to phir chaubis ghantoan mean dedh ghanta apaka dhyan ho gaya. isake bad yadi ghar par niyam se, aj jis lila ko sunean, kal thik char ghante usamean man lagana hi hai, is bhavana se dridhatapoorvak sadhan karane, tab to phir paanch-chhah ghante pratidin sadhan hoga. tatha yadi vishay ka sang nahian hua, usase bache rache, tab to phir unnati honi hi chahiye. par bina tatparata ke kuchh bhi hona kathin hai. vishayoan ka sang vah hai, jo bhagavanh se hataye. jo bhi vastu bhagavanh ke prati akarshan kam kare, vahi vishay hai. 84- shrikrishn to kripa ke samudr haian, unake unmukh hona chahiye; phir unamean pakshapat tho de hai ki is par kripa karooan, is par nahian karooan. ab sochiye- is samay aandhera ho gaya hai; yahian par ek nahian, ek sath anant lilaean chal rahi haian. kisi ke ek kan mean man ko dubaiye. sochiye, shriradhaji ke hath ki bani huee rasoee ko nand baba ke sath shrikrishn arogane ki taiyari mean kh de haian, maiya yashoda jaldi-jaldi kabhi bhitar ati haian, kabhi bahar jati haian? kabhi sochati haian- oh! doodh mean missri dalana bhool gayi hooan aur choolhe ke pas dau dakar jati haian. shrikrishn anyamanask-se hokar apane mahal mean bahar ke baramade mean kh de aisa bhav prakat kar rahe haian mano unaki drishti andhakar ko chirakar kisi ko dekhana chahati ho. idhar nand baba ke darabar ki taiyari hone ja rahi hai. koee baja lekar, koee poshak ki peti lekar darabar ki or ja raha hai. nand baba ki pag di hil jati hai. shrikrishn ka hath nand baba pak de haian, ab ve chal rahe haian; sidhiyoan se chadh rahe haian. ab ek-ek vastu ko yadi man dekhane lage to itani-si bat mean do ghante bit jayange.