प्रेम सुधा सागर पृ. 215

shriprem sudha sagar

dasham skandh
(poorvardh)
ikattisavaan adhyay

pyare! ek din vah tha, jab tumhari prem bhari hansi aur chitavan tatha tumhari tarah-tarah ki kridaoan ka dhyan karake ham anand mean magn ho jaya karatian thian. unaka dhyan bhi param mangaladayak hai, usake bad tum mile. tumane ekant mean hridayasparshi thitholiyaan ki, prem ki batean kahian. hamare kapati mitr! ab ve sab batean yad akar hamare man ko kshubdh kiye deti haian. hamare pyare svami! tumhare charan kamal se bhi sukomal aur sundar haian. jab tum gauoan ko charane ke liye vraj se nikalate ho tab yah sochakar ki tumhare ve yugal charan kank d, tinake aur kush-kaante g d jane se kasht pate hoange, hamara man bechain ho jata hai. hamean b da duahkh hota hai. din dhalane par jab tum van se ghar lautate ho, to ham dekhati haian ki tumhare mukhakamal par nili-nili alakean latak rahi haian aur gauoan ke khur se u d-u dakar ghani dhool p di huee. hamare vir priyatam! tum apana vah saundary hamean dikha-dikhakar hamare hriday mean milan ki akaanksha - prem utpann karate ho. priyatam! ekamatr tumhian hamare sare duahkhoan ko mitane vale ho. tumhare charan kamal sharanagat bhaktoan ki samast abhilashaoan ko poorn karane vale haian. svayan lakshmi ji unaki seva karati haian aur prithvi ke to ve bhooshan hi haian. apatti ke samay ekamatr unhian ka chintan karana uchit hai, jisase sari apattiyaan kat jati haian. pyare! ekant mean tum milan ki akaanksha, prem-bhav ko jagane vali batean karate the. thitholi karake hamean chhe date the. tum premabhari chitavan se hamari or dekhakar musakara dete the aur ham dekhati thian tumhara vah vishal vakshahsthal, jis par lakshmi ji nity-nirantar nivas karati haian. tabase ab tak nirantar hamari lalasa badhati hi ja rahi hai aur man adhikadhik mugdh hota ja raha hai. pyare! tumhari yah abhivyakti vraj-vanavasiyoan ke sampoorn duahkh-tap ko nasht karane vali aur vishv ka poorn mangal karane ke liye hai. hamara hriday tumhare prati lalasa se bhar raha hai. kuchh tho di-si aisi aushadhi do, jo tumhare nijajanoan ke hridayarog ko sarvatha nirmool kar de. tumhare charan kamal se bhi sukumar haian. unhean ham apane kathor stanoan par bhi darate-darate bahut dhire se rakhati hai ki kahian unhean chot n lag jay. unhian charanoan se tum ratri ke samay ghor jangan mean chhipe-chhipe bhatak rahe ho! kya kank d, patthar adi ki chot lagane se unamean pi da nahian hoti? hamean to isaki sambhavana matr se hi chakkar a raha hai. ham achet hoti ja rahi haian. shrikrishn! shyamasundar! prananath! hamara jivan tumhare liye hai, ham tumhare liye ji rahi haian, ham tumhari haian.

sanbandhit lekh

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