प्रेम सुधा सागर पृ. 195

shriprem sudha sagar

dasham skandh
(poorvardh)
unatisavaan adhyay

bhagavan ka yah vanshivadan bhagavan ke prem ko, unake milan ki lalasa ko atyant ukasane vala - badhane vala tha. yoan to shyamasundar ne pahale se hi gopiyoan ke man ko apane vash mean kar rakha tha. ab to unake man ki sari vastuean - bhay, sankoch, dhairy, maryada adi ki vrittiyaan thi - chhin lian. vanshidhvani sunate hi unaki vichitr gati ho gayi. jinhoanne ek sath sadhana ki thi shrikrishn ko pati roop mean prapt karane ke liye, ve gopiyaan bhi ek-doosare se apani cheshta ko chhipakar jahaan ve the, vahaan ke liye chal p di. parikshit! ve itane veg se chali thian ki unake kanoan ke kundal jhoanke kha rahe the.

vanshi dhvani sunakar jo gopiyaan doodh duh rahi thian, ve atyant utsukatavash doodh duhana chho dakar chal p dian. jo choolhe par doodh auta rahi thi, ve uphanata hua doodh chho dakar aur jo lapasi paka rahi thian ve paki huee lapasi bina utare hi jyoan-ki-tyoan chho dakar chal dian. jo bhojan paras rahian thian ve parasana chho dakar, jo chhote-chhote bachchoan ko doodh pila rahian thian ve doodh pilana chho dakar, jo patiyoan ki seva-shushroosha kar rahi thian ve seva-shushroosha chho dakar aur jo svayan bhojan kar rahi thian ve bhojan karana chho dakar apane krishn pyare ke pas chal p di.

koee-koee gopi apane sharir mean aangarag chandan aur ubatan laga rahi thi aur kuchh aankhoan mean aanjan laga rahi thian. ve unhean chho dakar tatha ulate-palate vastr dharanakar shrikrishn ke pas pahuanchane ke liye chal p di. pita aur patiyoan ne, bhaee aur jati-bandhuoan ne unhean roka, unaki mangalamayi premayatra mean vighn dala. parantu ve itani mohit ho gayi thian ki rokane par bhi n rukian, n ruk sakian. rukati kaise? vishvavimohan shrikrishn ne unake pran, man aur atma sab kuchh ka apaharan jo kar liya tha.

parikshit! us samay kuchh gopiyaan gharoan ke bhitar thian. unhean bahar nikalane ka marg hi n mila. tab unhoanne apane netr mooand liye aur b di tanmayata se shrikrishn ke saundary, madhury aur lilaoan ka dhyan karane lagian. parikshit! apane param priyatam shrikrishn ke asahy virah ki tivr vedana se unake hriday mean itani vyatha - itani jalan huee ki unamean jo kuchh ashubh sanskaroan ka leshamatr avashesh tha, vah bhasm ho gaya. isake bad turant hi dhyan lag gaya.

tika tippani aur sandarbh

sanbandhit lekh

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varnamala kramanusar lekh khoj

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