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- bhala vichariye to sahi shrikrishnagataprana, shrikrishnaras bhavit mati gopiyoan ke man ki kya sthiti thi. gopiyoan ka tan, man, dhan - sabhi kuchh pranapriyatam ka shrikrishn ka tha. ve sansar mean jiti thian shrikrishn ke liye, ghar mean rahati thian shrikrishn ke liye aur ghar ke sare kam karati thian shrikrishn ke liye. unaki nirmal aur yogindr durlabh pavitr buddhi mean buddhi mean shrikrishn ke siva apana kuchh tha hi nahian. shrikrishn ke liye hi, shrikrishn ko sukh pahuanchane ke liye hi, shrikrishn ki nij samagri se hi shrikrishn ko poojakar - shrikrishn ko sukhi dekhakar ve sukhi hoti thian. pratahkal nidra tootane ke samay se lekar rat ko sone tak ve jo kuchh bhi karati thian, sab shrikrishn ki priti ke liye hi karati thian. yahaan tak ki unaki nidra bhi shrikrishn mean hi hoti thi. svapn aur sushupti donoan mean hi ve shrikrishn ki madhur aur shant lila dekhatian aur anubhav karati thian. rat ko dahi jamate samay shyamasundar ki madhuri chhavi ka dhyan karati huee premamayi pratyek gopi yah abhilasha karati thi ki mera dahi sundar jame, shrikrishn ke liye use bilokar maian badhiya-sa aur bahut-sa makhan nikalooan aur use utane hi ooanche chhike par rakhooan, jitane par shrikrishn ke hath asani se pahuanch sake. phir mere pran dhan shrikrishn apane sakhaoan ko sath lekar hansate aur kri da karate hue ghar mean padarpan karean, makhan lootean aur apane sakhaoan aur bandaroan ko lutayean, anand mean matt hokar mere aangan mean nachean aur maian kisi kone mean chhipakar is lila ko apani aankhoan se dekhakar jivan ko saphal karooan aur phir achanak hi pak dakar hriday se laga looan. sooradas ji ne gaya hai -
maiya ri, mohi makhan bhavai. jo meva pakavan kahati too, mohi nahian ruchi avai ..
braj-juvati ik pachhaian thadhi, sunat syam ki bat. man-man kahati kabahooan apanaian ghar, dekhauan makhan khat ..
baithaian jai mathaniyaan ke dhig, maian tab rahau chhapani. sooradas prabhu aantarajami, gvalini-man ki jani ..
ek din shyamasundar kah rahe the, maiya! mujhe makhan bhata hai; too meva-pakavan ke liye kahati hai, parantu mujhe to ve ruchate hi nahian.’ vahian pichhe ek gopi kh di shyamasundar ki bat sun rahi thi. usane man-hi-man kamana ki - ‘maian kab inhean apane ghar makhan khate dekhooangi; ye mathani ke pas jakar baitheange, tab maian chhip rahooangi?’ prabhu to antaryami haian, gopi ke man ki jan gaye aur usake ghar pahuanche tatha usake ghar ka makhan khakar use sukh diya -
gaye syam tihian gvalin ke ghar.
use itana anand hua ki vah phooli n samayi. sooradas ji gate haian -
phooli phirati gvali man mean ri. poochhati sakhi paraspar bataian payo parayau kachhoo kahooan taian ri ? ..
pulakit rom-rom, gadgad mukh bani kahat n avai. aisi kaha ahi so sakhi ri, ham ko kyoan n sunavai ..
tan nyara, jiy ek hamarau, ham tum ekai roop. sooradas kahai gvali sakhini sauan, dekhyau roop anoop ..
vah khushi ke chhakakar phooli-phooli phirane lagi. anand usake hriday mean sama nahian raha tha. saheliyoan ne poochha - ‘ari, tujhe kahian kuchh p da dhan mil gaya kya?’ vah to yah sunakar aur bhi premavihval ho gayi. usaka rom-rom khil utha, vah gadgad ho gayi, muanh se boli nahian nikali.
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