प्रेम सत्संग सुधा माला पृ. 103

prem satsang sudha mala

jab shrigopijanoan ki kripa se vah adhikar prapt hua; shrikrishn evan gopijanoan ke prem ka prabhav kuchh-kuchh vidit hua evan shrikrishn ki kuchh atyant pare ki lilaoan ke darshan unhean hote haian, tab uddhav ki aankhean khulati haian aur ve yah prarthana karate haian ki ‘he vidhata! vraj mean manushy ka sharir milana to durlabh hai; yadi mujhe tum ek jha di, lata, ghas ka tinaka hi bana do to phir mera kam ban jay. shrigopijanoan ke charanoan ki dhooli mujh par u d-u dakar p de aur maian kritarth ho jaooan, bas, itani daya kar do- asamaho charanarenujushamahan syaan vrindavane kimapi gulmalataushadhinamh ॥ kaise houan drum lata beli kuanjan ban mahian . avat jat subhay parai mo pai parachhahian ॥ sooo mere bas nahian, jo kachhu karauan upay . mohan hohian prasann jo, tau bar maguan jay ॥ kripa kari dehian jo . ‘hay! maian kaise is vraj mean lata ban jaooan? are, kam-se-kam mujh par shrigopiyoan ki parachhahian to is prakar p d jayagi; bas, itana hi mere liye bahut hai. par he bhagavanh! maian kya karooan, yah to mere vash ki bat nahian hai. mera adhikar hota to abhi yahian lata banakar maian sada ke liye rah jata. haan, yadi mohan, pyare shyamasundar prasann ho jayan to mera kam ban jay. maian unase jate hi yahi maangooanga ki ‘he gopinath! maian tumase kuchh bhi nahian chahata; keval itani kripa kar do ki maian vraj mean ek lata ban jaooan.’ par mera bhagy, pata nahian aisa hoga ya nahian. pata nahian shyamasundar mujhe yah var deange ki nahian.’ yah dasha huee thi tab, jab shrigopijanoan ke darshan uddhav ko hue. itana hone par bhi uddhav ko lila mean pravesh karane ka adhikar nahian prapt hua; keval darshan-darshan hue, so bhi tho de-se aansh ke hi.