प्रेम सत्संग सुधा माला पृ. 102

prem satsang sudha mala

is prakar pratidin anadikal se yah lila chal rahi hai aur anantakal tak chalati rahegi. jin bhaktoan ko is lila ke darshan hue haian, unhoanne bahut hi sundar varnan kiya hai tatha bahutoan ne sadhana ke liye bhi is lila ka vistar kiya hai. granth bhare p de haian. aganit sadhak ab tak ho chuke haian aur n jane kin-kinako darshan bhi ho chuke haian. jo vani mean a saka hai, usaka bhi b de sankoch aur sankshep se unhoanne varnan kiya hai. vastav mean to yah sarvatha anirvachaniy lila hai. man-buddhi ki samarthy nahian ki ise samajh sake. bhagavanh ki asim kripa prapt karake lakhoan-karo doan bhaktoan mean koee birale bhakt is lila ka anubhav kar pate haian. b de-b de rrishi-maharshi n jane kitani tapasya karate haian; tab kahian jakar isamean pravesh karane ka adhikar prapt hota hai. avashy hi jo sarvatha sampoorn roop se apane-ap ko shripriya-priyatam ke charanoan mean nyochhavar kar deta hai, unhian ki kripa par hi ekamatr nirbhar ho jata hai, usake liye unaki kripa se hi isaka darshan sulabh ho jata hai. pratidin nayi-nayi lila hoti rahati hai aur jab sadhak ka man phans jata hai, tab to ek lila hi pratidin nayi ho jati hai, unaka man hatana hi nahian chahata. yah to dhyan hone par ki avastha hai. maian to bahut sadharan vyakti hooan- n mere man sthir hua hai, n dhyan hi laga hai, n darshan hue haian. shrikrishn ki kripa se ye batean sunane-padhane ko mil gayian, yahi maian apane liye atyant saubhagy ki bat samajhata hooan tatha jivan ko pavitr karane ke liye evan ap prem se sunate haian, isaliye sunata hooan. 77- jaise ek lila philm ki ril hai- anadikal se jo lilaean huee haian aur anantakal tak jo lilaean hoangi, ve sab-ki-sab bhagavanh ke sharir mean vartaman ki tarah philm ki bhaanti saji rakhi haian. ab yahi philm ghoomega aur bhakt ki jo ichchha hogi, jo lila vah dekhana chahega, bhagavanh ki ichchha se usi lila vala hissa ghoomakar usake samane a jayaga. jab uddhav pahale mile, tab unaka adhikar kuchh kam tha. isaliye pahale viyog ki lila unhean dikhayi p di. phir shrigopijanoan ka darshan hone hone ke bad usase bhi pare ek atyant vichitr lila hai, jisamean yadyapi sanyog-viyog donoan ote haian, phir bhi jo atyant vilakshan hai; usi mean ki pahali, sanyog ki lila unhean dekhane ko mili aur unhoanne dekha ki shrikrishn to yahian haian, yahaan se kahian gaye hi nahian. isase aur bhi pare ki lila thi; kiantu sabako uddhav ne tho de hi dekha tha.