नन्दनन्दन -सुदर्शन सिंह चक्र पृ. 209

nandanandan -sudarshan sianh 'chakr'

33. sharada-upalamh‍bh 'bahin! yah nilamani tumh‍hara nahian hai? tumane ek din bhi mujhe bhanh‍d-goras apane bhavan bhejane ka avasar nahian diya.' maiya ke netr tapakane lage haian- 'yah raha shh‍yam. yah tumh‍hare sabake hi ashirvad se aya aur badha hai. tumh‍hara hai yah aur gokul-th‍yag ki bat tum karati ho? maian mahar se kahooangi yahaan se jane ko; kiantu .......' ab aur suna nahian ja sakata. yah maiya ke padoan par girakar phoot-phootakar rudan karane lagi hai ki ise brajeshvari kshama kar dean. parihas ko itani gamh‍bhirata se n lean. mujhe bhagakar apana hash‍y chhipana p da. maiya ki b di devarani ayi rosh mean bhari- 'jiji! ab apane lal ko dekho! tum to mera kabhi vishvas hi nahian karatian. maian aj bahut prayatn karake ise pak d saki hooan. yah pratidin kuchh-n-kuchh bahana bana deta tha. aj maian chhipi thi. chori se chhipakar makhan khate hi maianne ise pak da.' 'a lal!' maiya puchakare nahian to kh‍ya kare- 'toone bhala mujhase kab kaha ki yah chori karata hai? baita! chori kh‍yoan karata hai? teri maan kripan hai, tujhe bharapet makhan nahian deti to yahaan a jaya kar!' ab maiya ulate daantane lagi haian- 'kubala! too itani kripan ho gayi ki putr ko maangane par makhan nahian deti, tabhi to chari karata hai. kal aise hi atula a gayi thi tok ko pak de aur aj too ayi hai? ye tok aur aanshu- in nanhean shishuoan par tum sab arop lagane ati ho yahaan?' kubala chachi to akash se mano girian. ve ab kh‍ya kahean? ve to kanh‍haee ko kar pak dakar le a rahi thian. marg mean vah tanik pichhe hokar bola- 'chachi! too itane bal se kar pak de hai ki mera hath dukhane laga. too ab yah doosara hath pakad le.' 'kanhaee kitana sukumar hai. isaka kar avashy pi da dene laga hoga.' chachi ko laga. unhean kahaan pata tha ki natakhat ne sanket se aanshu ko samip bula liya aur doosare kar ke sthan par isaka kar pak da diya. yah bhi chupachap chala aya. sab sakha haian aur parash‍par mile haian. ab jethani se yah kahean to hansi bhi to honi hai. ye sarveshvareshvar poornapurush purushottam-prem-paravash padhare ye dhara par aur gokul mean ghar-ghar prem ki pratimaean haian. apar vath‍salh‍y hai ek-ek gopi mean. ye premadhan unaki bhavanaoan ke paravash prath‍yek ke ghar padharate haian apane sakhaoan ke sath aur usaki bhavana ke anuroop uth‍pat karate haian. in paripoornatam ko kuchh pana hai? lekin jab hriday machal rahe haian- 'ye avean, chori se dadhi-makhan khavean-lutavean aur chidhavean, khijhean, hanse .......' upalamh‍bh ke bahane inako dekhane ana hai sabako aur ye kaisi-kaisi yuktiyaan banate haian maiya ke samh‍mukh. inaka yah sunh‍dar shrimukh, ye ghuangharali alakean, ye vishal lochan, ye komal sarojarun kar-charan! ye navanit dadhi se ujh‍val bane lal-lal adhar aur upalamh‍bh ke samay ki inaki adh‌bhut bhangima. maian to sevika hooan- nanh‍dabhavan ki sevika. mujhe saubhagh‍y prapt hai inako maiya ke aank mean baithe upalamh‍bh sunate dekhane ka. vaise inaka darshan karate rahane hi to gokul ayi hooan. adrishh‍y roop se apane in agraj ke shricharanoan ke pichhe sarvatr ghoom bhi ati hooan.

sanbandhit lekh

nandanandan

kram sankhya

path ka nam

prishth sankhya

1.	mangalacharan
2.	apani bat	1
3.	prastavana	4
4.	maharshi shandilh‍y-kul parichay	13
5.	bhagavati poornamasi-madhumangal	24
6.	mata rohini-daoo ka janh‍m	31
7.	chandradev-baba-maiya ka parichay	40
8.	bhagavan bhash‍kar-shriradha-janh‍m	44
9.	maiya yashoda-simanh‍tan	47
10.	nanh‍d baba-shrikrishh‍n-janh‍m	53
11.	dhatri mukhara-janh‍moth‍sav	58
12.	bua nandini-shashh‍thi mahoth‍sav	63
13.	sanakadi kumar-pootana-moksh	69
14.	tuangi tayi-dugh‍dh–pan	80
15.	shukrachary–shridhar vipr	86
16.	maharshi lomash–shakat-bhanh‍jan	90
17.	shrigargachary–namakaran	99
18.	pivari tayi–bhoomh‍yupavesh	106
19.	nana sumukh–annaprashan	111
20.	kubala chachi–shaishav	118
21.	kakabhushundi–kri da	125
22.	maharshi durvasa–trinavart tran	132
23.	maharshi markanh‍dey–varshagaanth	137
24.	atula chachi-chir-chapal	141
25.	bua sunanh‍da-mrid-bhakshan	155
26.	phal-vikrayini	161
27.	vrishabhanu baba-sagaee	167
28.	viprarshi kanh‍v	171
29.	abhinanh‍d taoo-seva-samh‍man	179
30.	mallika mausi-sarvapriy	183
31.	ashvini kumar-karn-vedh	191
32.	madhumangal-makhan chori	196
33.	sharada-upalamh‍bh	204
34.	urvashi-ookhal-banh‍dhan	210
35.	yamalarjun	220
36.	chacha sannand-damodar-mukti	226
37.	kuber-bal-kri da	231
38.	daoo-vrikropadrav	235
39.	upanand taoo-gokul-th‍yag ka prash‍tav	238
40.	nanh‍dan chacha-vrinh‍davan ki or	243
41.	vishvakarma-nanh‍dagaanv	253
42.	rrishabh-naye sakha	257
43.	kirtti maiya-pratham parichay	261
44.	madhuri dasi-panaghat	267
45.	lakshh‍mi-godohan	274
46.	sadhu-sevak-vath‍s-charan	280
47.	tumbaroo-venu-vadan	287
48.	brahmarshi vashishth-vatsoddhar	294
49.	maharshi jajali-bakoddhar	299
50.	vishakha-parichay	305
51.	rangadevi-tulasi-poojan	309
52.	devi durga-vh‍yom-vadh	315
53.	yamaraj-aghoddhar	322
54.	kalinh‍di-van-bhojan	331
55.	brahma-vidhi-vh‍yamoh	337
56.	ganesh-gocharan	348
57.	subal-dadhi-dan	357
58.	vishal-sakha samooh	364
59.	garu d-kaliy-daman	368
60.	devarshi narad-dhenuk-dhvans	379
61.	devaguru brihaspati-pralamb-paritran	384
62.	shanaishchar-dhundha ki holi	388
63.	maharshi aangira-davagni-pan	393
64.	bahin ajaya-govardhan-poojan	404
65.	maharshi pulatsy-govardhan-dharan	410
66.	devaraj indr-govindabhishek	416
67.	patali nani-shanka-sagaee	421
68.	jaladhip varun-divy-darshan	425
69.	bhagavati katyayani-chir-haran	430
70.	budh-vipr-patniyaan	436
71.	shrikrishn-shriradha vivah	443
72.	kamadev-rasaka prarambh	447
73.	chandravali-ras mean man-bhang	454
74.	bhagavan shiv-maharas	462
75.	danavendr may-ajagar uddhar	466
76.	rahu-shankhachoo d-vadh	471
77.	sudevi-pramukh sakhiyoan ka parichay	475
78.	mangal-arisht- sanhar	477
79.	gayatri-keshi-krandan	481
80.	gramadev-akroor aye	486
81.	akroor-adabhut darshan	492
82.	viprapatni rritambhara-baba laute	495
83.	lalita-viyog-darshan	499
84.	bhasvara bhabhi-maan rohini mathura ko	503
85.	uddhav	507
86.	vrindadevi-daoo aye	515
87.	mahabhanu baba-kurukshetr se laute	519
88.	mangala dasi-dvitiy grahan-yatra	523
89.	shriradha	527
90.	bhadrasen	532
91.	rajarshi parikshit-upasanhar	543
92.	aantim prishth	546